In To Deep

In Too Deep(18)

Now you can wait your whole life wondering
When it's gonna come or where it's been.
You may have got your heart broken
A few times in the past
Never last strong as it used to,
Don't feel as good as it used to (before)
And all the things you used to say,
Things you used to do, went right out the door

Oeh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
You can't help all your love
And you find yourself giving it away
When you think you're in love

I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

( Melanie in MM)
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= = Melanie's P.O.V.

" Alright Mel , try again " She said

" I'm not feeling it right now Nikki " I said sighing and taking off the head phones.

Everyone groaned and I rolled my eyes.

" 12:30pm tomorrow , be ready Mel were already behind " Wayne said dismissing us.

I grabbed my purse and walked out the studio sighing.

It's been a whole month since I found out I was pregnant and my attitude has gotten worse. The only reason I smile is because oft babies and that's all. I barely talk to anyone except Mariah when she watches the girls and that's it. August and I broke up and that made my attitude worse than it is. To top it off I have to make a song with him now thanks to Nikki trying to play peace maker.

When I made it outside I covered my arms with my hands rubbing them up and down since it was cold as hell out here. Just my luck I parked my car around the corner. I sighed before I made my way out this long ass parking lot.

"MEL " I heard behind me I rolled my eyes and sped up my pace

"can you just talk to me " He said grabbing my arm and pulling me to his truck that just appeared.

" We have nothing to talk about " I said lying straight through my teeth.

" Mel your carrying my baby " He said crossing his arms over his chest .

I sighed as I pressed my back more into his truck. He unlocked the door and opened the back.

" Get in " He said pushing me towards the door and I got in.

He got in too and closed the door while locking it.

" Why have you been ignoring me " He asked ,

" Do you not remember our last conversation " I replied back looking dead in his eyes.

" I said sorry Mel , it was a mistake and that's not even going on nomore " He said sounding annoyed

"it shouldn't have been going on at all , I have to still see that girls face August" I said sighing feeling the tears come , i hate to talk about this.

" Mel , I'm so fucking sorry ok , I just need you " He said sounding like he was about to cry.

" i hate you August " I said letting it slide off my tongue . I don't really mean it , but at the same time I do. I love him so much but this all is too much.

" No you don't Mel ,don't say that " he said whispering in my ear making my nipples hard and my breath hitch. Fucking pregnancy hormones

" August Don't " I whispered closing my eyes