In To Deep

In Too Deep (8)

Yo, people will love you and support you when it's beneficial
I'mma forgive, I won't forget, but I'mma dead the issue
Soon as you out the niggas lives is when they start to miss you
They see you doing good now it's kinda hard to diss you
Niggas be sick when they remember all the bad they wished you
Niggas be mad when they can't come and live lavish with you
But I sped off in the Benzy, I see the envy when I'm causing a frenzy
So I pop pills for 'em, cop cribs in the hills on 'em

( Marcus in MM )
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= = Melanie = =

I walked out the clinic moving slow and stiff as the tears fell from my eyes. I can't believe I did that, its a horrible experience and I never want to come back.

" Have a good day Ms.Sinclair " The receptionist said giving me a weak smile.

I tried to form a smile but I couldn't. I just continued to walk out the door. I folded my arms across my chest and walked to Meriahs car waiting in front. I got in slowly and closed the door. I looked at my sister and she was already looking at me.

" I'm so sorry " She said hugging me.

I embraced her hug and bit my lips trying to not let more tears fall. When she started rubbing my back I sobbed on her shoulder. This is horrible , I don't know what I was thinking.

" Take me to get my babies please , I need them " I said quietly pulling away from the hug and putting on my seatbelt.

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Ding Dong.

" Just a minute " I heard Keisha say.

She opened the door with CJ in her hands. I looked down at the baby and my eyes started to water again. I stood there shaking and sobbing.

" Are you okay " She asked moving towards me slowly.

She hesitated at first but she gave me a hug. I smdidnt hug back but I did cry in her shoulder.

" CHRES !" She yelled

" What " He said as I heard him get closer.

" What's wrong with You " He asked me as I smelt him meaning I was now crying on him.

He walked me in the house and sat us on the couch.

" What's wrong Mel " He asked me.

I took a deep breath before speaking again.

" I need my girls Chres. You can have them the whole next week for their break. " I said.

" Okay thats fine, but what's wrong. " He asked.

I looked to the floor.

" Why you walking all stiff and what's that on your wrist" He said grabbing it and reading it.

I put my head down when he burned a whole straight through me.

" You just got a abortion " He said mugging the shit out of me.

When I didn't respond he just shook his head.

" MI'OHNIE ... MELODIE ... GET YALL STUFF YALL GOING HOME " He yelled up the stairs.

Almost instantly I heard little feet and Melodie was the first one down the stairs looking happy but sad when she saw my face. She came over and touched my cheek and hugged me. I hugged her back hard and cried. I love my baby so much.