RAINY DAY [H.S.]

-9-

This continuous thudding makes my ears ring, it hurts and I don't even need to open my eyes for my head to spin around. I can barely hear a voice, a male voice. I feel like i'm being pushed but I can't really remember where I am or what i'm doing. 

"Dude bring her back home"

"She is wasted!"

The voices gets silent again as I dip in that dark hole all over again. I can't open my eyes, i'm probably dreaming or i'm stuck in one of those nightmares again. "hey shortie wake up!" that light british accent I know is whispering to me as I finally open my eyes, i'm in a car and I can feel Harry's hands tightly holding my shoulders as if he was pushing me back and forth to wake me up.

 I blink a few times trying to get used to the city lights through the window, the car is parked in front of my house, what time could it be? "We are here, I though you needed some sleep so I let you."Did he seriously watch me sleep the whole time? Since when am I laying on the passenger seat? 

I'm trying to talk but my mouth is way too dry and I can't say anything more than just "what time?" I clear my throat as I sit more up holding into the car door roughly when I feel a new wave of head spinning attacking me. 

"it's 5 am." he awnsers as he place a cigarette between his lips and lights it, keeping his eyes on me, he looks worried, but I know it's probably just another acting skill he got.

 I look over at my house to see the lights inside still turned on. Fuck. "I need to go" I manage to speak as I reach out for my necklace, just to make sure it's here. I start panicking when I can't find the small metallic sun around my neck. Harry notices it and hands me my necklace. "Here, I didn't want you to get hurt by it, you had a few uhm...nightmare I suppose I tried to wake you up but you just kicked me." he spokes softly as he place the necklace against my hand. 

I squeeze my fingers around it and hold it close to my chest without a word, my heartbeat still rushing through my chest, I though I lost the last part of my mom I had. It's terrifying.

 "You really love this sun mhm?" he ask as he blow some smoke away by his half opened window.

"Yeah, means a lot" I awnser but instantanly regret, why the hell am I even talking to that guy about it. I try to gulp but my troath is so dry I can't even feel it anymore. I try my best to remember what happened, I just know I had a few drinks and danced, I fell asleep on Harry's shoulder but I know it was around midnight when we left, I checked the time a few minutes before we left. He kept me 5 hours. 5damn hours and I seriously start thinking he didn't just let me sleep here. 

I remember the voices, there were a few voices and I can't help but think about it. I look over at him then back down, i'm scared. "what's wrong?" he ask as I don't awnser and open the car door.

 As soon as I try to get up I get pulled back in the car, Harry holding my chin and making me look at him. A small shiver goes through my whole body, those green eyes of him really does have a strong effect on me, and I can see he is being trying to protect me and comfort me with it.

"I asked you a question Jane." he whispers, his eyes slowly tracing their way to my lips, this must be the very first time I hear him actually say my name and I don't know if it is a bad or a good thing but this, made my heart race even more. I don't even know how i'm still alive tonight. The alcohol mixed with the effect he got on me is a dangerous mix.

"We left at midnight and now it is 5am and I don't know you and my friend warned me about you and i'm scared you did awfull stuff to me and I don't remember anything and I almost lost my necklace" I ramble very quickly, I don't even know if he could understand a word out of it, it just sounded desesperate but at this point I don't even care anymore. I can see one of his eyebrow lift lightly as he lick his lips and look back up at my eyes.

 "I may be the biggest asshole you've ever met and I understand why your friend warned you about me but, on everything I own, I can swear I would never touch a girl withour her conscent and I wouldnt do anything to hurt a women."

Damn, he is good at it. His expression on his face seems pretty honest to me and I instantanly calm down, I don't know if I can trust him, but the little smile appearing on his lips makes me feel safe. I know this smile, he is about to say something stupid. 

"Who said you're even my type uh?" he said chuckling very quietly as he let go of my chin and passed his finger against his lips. I never wanted to punch anyone in my life but this boy sitting in front of me might be the exception to my rule tonight. 

"Never said you were mine neither, i'm into nice guys" I speak back pulling a small smile on my face as I shake my head and step out of the car, I can feel the effects of the alcohol already evaporating as I lean over the window.

 "Uhm...thanks for driving me back home and letting me sleep a bit, that's nice" I say as I can see him tilt his head to the side like he is some kind of dog. God, he looks so innocent and vicious at the same time. 

"Guess this makes me a nice guy then." he says as he looks for my reaction. 

A small chuckle escape my lips as I turn back around and walk over the front door. It's such a calm night, just like the night we spent on that roof. And I hate the fact that i'm slowly getting attached to him.

I can hear his car driving away and I can't help but smile to myself, my necklace still in my hand as I walk in the house and freeze at the door, the smell of alcohol attacking my nostrils, I know what happened when I was left, I just forgot about it. 

My dad got drunk, I knew it would happen but I didn't know it would be that bad. He is standing there, a bottle of vodka half empty in one of his hands and the tv remote in the other one, he looks angry. 

At the moment he start taking in deep breath to calm down I know a new fight is about to start and I don't know if i'm ready to get yelled at. 

I wish I was still in that car I left some seconds ago.