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maybe if I fall asleep again? Is this one of those lucid dreams or something like that? I don't remember knowing how to lucid dream though.
Is there a way to lucid dream?? I'm so confused. But to be honest I feel like if I don't go to school,
I have a feeling this mom will kill me. What if it isn't even my mom? What about my sister?
she's a brat never mind I need a break from her.
Instead of going back to bed decide to begin the day. Honestly at this point, why should I ask what's going on.
I go back to my room to get dressed and look out a large window which looks like it was placed there without any thought. And I see someone. it's really awkward because we're just staring at each other through the window, she just smiles and continues to dance to the loud music I didn't even notice till she began to dance. eesh she's not a very good dancer I just shrug and close the curtains so I can finally get dressed. I've never owned these clothes but they're nice. Everyone has gone back to wearing these clothes
At least in my time. whatever that means. Because it's trendy now. But to be honest I'm not complaining everyone looks really nice and attractive while I'm stuck wearing hoodies till the day I die.
I have this really nice button up shirt that's a little loose, I put on some dark pants and I fix my hair up a bit. Never mind I look like a frat boy. Instead I just throw on an oversized sweater over my button up. I open up the notebook again and there's aggressive writing super messy though. It writes out, "JESSE IT IS NEARLY TIME FOR SCHOOL TO START, SCHOOL STARTS EARLIER SINCE ITS HIGH SCHOOL YK YK YK"
I just sigh, take my backpack and walk out the door hoping that the notebook will write out some directions for me to follow. At this point I'm not even going to question my notebook talking to me. Eventually something is written in the notebook.
But I
I don't know where north, west, east or south are?? I keep mumbling to myself "never eat soggy waffles" hoping it'd get me somewhere. But all of a sudden I feel a soft tap on my shoulder and the same girl I saw through the window, who danced carelessly. I get second hand embarrassment but she doesn't seem embarrassed at all. She has a proud smile of her face, looking forward. The wind in the air makes her hair flow through the breeze. Her golden eyes sparkle because of the shimmer of the sun. I I love her. I aspire to be her. She's so cool. But then I realized
I'm next to a cool girl. W H A T D O I D O.
Finally she faces me.
"I've never seen you here.. did you just move in?" She asks.
I just lower my head. Staying silent.
"hm?"
my face burns up from embarrassment.
"don't worry, it's the first day of school for everyone so just hang in there, can I see your schedule?" she asks.
"Uhhh" I say and I take out my notebook hoping the schedule was written in my notebook.

It's not there.
"hey I'll see you in class," I shouted and ran off to where I think the school would be. I whip out my notebook and mumble to the notebook quietly, "Hey? Wow? You didn't have to do me like that. Embarrassing, to me AND YOU," then I realize,
people think im insane.
I talk a lot quieter to the notebook, "can't you put down like, the basics? what's going on? where am I supposed to go, what's my schedule? and you can tell me about that girl before, can't you? You're some magic thing aren't you?" I ask. nothing's written yet so I try opening and closing it, and there it is.

P1 : room 107
P2 : room 210
P3 : room 215
P4 : lunch
P5 : room 317
P6 : room 101
P7 : room 125
P8 : room 312

school starts in twenty minutes
school end in approximately 7 hours

you're headed the right way, keep going straight and then you'll see some students, follow them. also I'm NOT magic, so to be honest, I have no clue who that girl was, I don't know anyone so don't come to me if you want to know about someone, be an actual human being and
a s k them. You, you know what? You're dumb. You're really dumb. This is why you're back at high school, because your dumb. I would've brought you to a college but I looked at your test scores from high school and you're dumb. You're stupid. Please take this seriously, I'm helping you grow brain cells-

There was a lot more, but I chose not to read the rest of it. I'm afraid of the truth. I keep smiling like nothing happened and I follow the directions written in the notebook. Believe it or not, I actually made it to the school. It looks nothing like my old high school. And everyone's dressed so weird. I'm pretending that everything is ok🤔🤔 but this is not ok🤔🤔. I mean, why am I here? The notebook didn't explain anything. I swear this is going to make me crazy, I mean it's 30 years into a future but it feels like time is going backwards.

I take a deep breath and I run into the school to see how long I can last by holding my breath to see if this is real or not, long story short, I'm in the nurses office with an ice pack on my forehead and the same girl from before, claiming that she wanted to check up on me. Her bell bottom pants and her bejeweled sneakers are the only things I see. But then again, I'm really dizzy right now. She sits on the floor right beside my bed, her face looks blurry but I can tell it's her. I slur my words trying to ask her what her name is but she probably didn't understand seeing as she stares at me with a concerned stare. Although I can't see her very clearly, her hair looks so nice. It looks so fluffy and running my fingers through her hair would feel so nice.

I don't remember hitting my head that hard when I passed out in the middle of the hallway but, I guess I shouldn't hold my breath for almost 2 minutes. Because I've never said said that kinda stuff before, running my fingers through her hair? What is this? Ew I'm being weird.

As soon as the nurse decides that I'm alright and ready to go to class (I'm still dizzy so not sure how she came up with that conclusion) she sends me off with old crackers and the ice pack. To be honest I just thought they did the cracker thing in elementary school just so the kids would feel like the nurse cared. In high school every time I went to the nurse (which was too often) she seemed to hate me. On my way out I wobble a little but I can still read the numbers on each door which is good. I'm continually checking my notebook for the numbers. I don't even know what period it is right now. But, I'll figure it out. Somehow.

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