RED DEAD REDEMPTION 2 ONESHOTS & SHORT STORIES

Sadie X Female Reader - Strange Kind Of Feeling

hi so this is going to feature homophobia as this is the wild west and people weren't excepting so i apologise

{this story is written from the perspective of a cis female who uses she/her pronouns}

i hope you enjoy - requests???

"What is the point of having all you women around if you won't even fuck us if we had a gun to your head?" Micah was saying to you, Mary Beth, Tilly, Karen and Sadie.

"Because I would rather fuck a pig than you, Micah Bell," you scoffed, rolling your eyes at the insufferable man.

In all truth, you had never actually fucked anyone. It just didn't appeal to you. Men didn't appeal to you at all. You would just have to wait for the right one to come along. It would be so much easier to be a man and find a wife. It would be lovely to marry a woman. But, unfortunately it wasn't as easy as that.

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One evening you and Sadie were sitting on a log on the edge of camp, just resting after a long day of chores and boring stuff. You had always been impressed by Sadie. The clothes she wore, the way she had bounced back so well after her husbands death, just everything about her. You wish you could be just like her.

"How long have you been here?" Sadie said, sharpening her knife.

"I joined the gang only a little bit before the Blackwater job. That went south and then we went up to the mountains," you shrugged ,"Dutch thought I would be a good asset because I'm light on my feet but I'm not particularly good at this kind of life."

"Well, I reckon you're doing a great job. You're always the first to offer to do chores and the like, the rest of us ain't doing as much as you, I reckon," Sadie grinned, tucking her plait behind her ear.

"Do you really think that?"

"Of course I fucking think that, Y/N!"

"Well, you're amazing. You do a mighty good job of keeping this place under control. You ain't getting enough credit, Sadie," You praised. You had never noticed how Sadie fiddled with her plait and how whenever a twig snapped of a tree branch creaked she would immediately get into defence mode. You noticed how her eyes looked really pretty in the setting sun. She was so pretty, and you really wanted to get closer to her. Maybe you could be good friends.

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A few days after this occurrence, you noticed Mary Beth and Sadie had been spending a lot of time together. You could see Sadie laughing at something Mary Beth had said. A pang of jealousy hit you like a hatchet to the heart. why did this make you feel jealousy anyway? Sadie could talk to whoever she wanted to. It wasn't like you were an item, you were just friends. Anyway, two girls couldn't be together, it was unheard of.

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"Did you hear about that ranch up near Strawberry?" Bill said to the gang as most people were sitting at the campfire. "Two women were living there. As lovers. It ain't right, that."

You tensed up. You had no reason to be tensing up. You didn't want to be with other women, you just wanted to be close with Sadie. Friends. Nothing more.

"Sheriff went in there and killed em, good reason for it too," Bill was saying, waving this arms about.

"They probably just wanted to be left alone and live there life in peace," you blurted out.

Everyone looked at you and laughed like you had said something ridiculous.

"What? Y/N has a point you know. They weren't harming no one," Sadie butted in.

You felt your cheeks turning pink as Sadie defended you. "You one of em, then, Y/N?" Bill cackled. "One of them homosexuals, are you, Y/N?"

Your head was completely filled with rage. Were you? Were you one of those homosexuals? Did you love other women the way you were supposed to love men?

You turned to Bill, looking him straight in his eyes. "Yes," you said, causing a deadly silence to fall over the gang.

You got up and speed walked away, down to the lake by Clemens Point.

"Cut it out, Bill," you heard Sadie said angrily in the distance.

Maybe you were one of those homosexuals.

And maybe you were head over heals for Sadie Adler.

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You had been sitting at the edge of the lake for quite a while now, when you heard footsteps behind you. You were too afraid to turn to look, in case it was Bill Williamson, come to make fun of you and make you feel horrible.

"Y/N?" You relaxed when you heard the comforting, warm voice of Sadie Adler. You were still tense though. What if she though you were some kind of monster?

"Come to poke fun at me?" you said quietly.

"'Course not, Y/N," Sadie said softly. "I think what you did was very brave. Shit, half the gang was there and Bills an ass."

"I know but he's going to harass me every moment he gets," you sobbed, letting the tears flow.

"Hey, hey, it's ok, Y/N," Sadie says, sitting down beside you.

"I-I-I don't know what I'm going to do, Sadie, did you see the way everything went completely silent, did you see the look on Johns face and Javiers face? Abigail sent Jack away. I just feel like an alien. I shouldn't be allowed to be her-"

That's when the unexpected happened. Sadie cut you off with a kiss. The kiss was unlike anything you had ever experienced. It filled you with so much warmth and made you feel amazing.

"You just kissed me," you whispered to her.

"I know," Sadie giggled. You had never seen Sadie giggle before. "I've been wanting to do that for a long time, Y/N."

"I think we should leave," you blurt out all of a sudden. "People ain't nice here," you explain ,"we could go somewhere real fancy, where they're more open minded, like California. I don't know."

And that's how you and Sadie Adler started to fall in love.

this was kind of short and rubbish i apologise. i'm going to be reuploading some charles oneshots today from my charles oneshots story that i deleted so i could focus on this one!! thank you for the votes!