They moved out , quietly .
He barely managed to get a hold of Niki , Tubbo and Tommy to say goodbye .
They didn't understand why he would leave them for Technoblade , the man that destroyed their home , but respected his decision enough to not protest more than once .The journey was tire some and he began to question whether it was worth it the first time he slept on the cold snow .
Every bad thought he had was quickly erased when Techno laid next to him , apologizing profusely for not finding a better place than the cold snow under the oak trees.
And he forgave him , subconsciously , a fifth time .
The sunrise arrived and they continued to travel trough the snow , having a creeper scare here and there .
"This seems like a good place to start" he looked at where Techno was referring , there was nothing different about it than the rest of the snowy mountains .
"What's so special about it?" .
"The voices like it" the man replied , glancing at him with a pined grin .
He was aware of the disliking the voices had to him , he was the complete opposite of them , always trying to reason with Techno instead of pressuring him into things ."We should get started then" he took out his axe and left Technoblade with his voices .
He began to chop down the trees in the middle of the clearing , envisioning a house , medium sized , made out of wood and prettied stone .
Labour was relaxing for him , it kept his body occupied while his mind wondered .
Right now all he could think about was Techno , and how the man made him feel .
He felt so helpless around him , he quite literally abandoned everything to be with him .After clearing the middle he moved onto the closer trees , finding Techno somewhere along the line and sticking to his side , per his request .
It was nice , it really was .
Night arrived again and they made a small wooden box to hide in , placing some torches down and snuggling close .
"I hate how short the days are" he whined , pressing his back flush with Techno's chest , still feeling incredibly cold .
"That's just how things are" the words felt empty , as ha Techno been feeling since they kissed in the vault .
"Are you alright? You're being more distant than usual" he received a nod as a reply .
"I'm just thinking ... Are you mine?" .
"I'm not a object , but I'd say I am ... As long you are mine as well" .
"Oh absolutely" Techno's words came out instantly , afraid if he didn't say them the man on his arms would disappear .
"Then yeah , you're mine , I'm your's " his voice was getting lower , begining to feel sleep pooling in his brain .
"That's amazing" Techno silently thanked the voices for becoming careless whisper , letting him enjoy this happy moment .
They got on the house as soon as the sun came up .
They argued a little of course , he was Ted something simple and cozy while Techno wanted tall house with a porch for Carl .They decided to go with Techno's idea , just in case .
Once again he disconnected his mind from his muscles , sometimes hearing Techno change something in the design and immediately fixing it .
They didn't talk much besides that , their relationship , if you could call it that , was built in trust and Techno trusted him to stay quiet while he processed everything . His brother had just died , so he figured he would need a break .
They built half of it in a day , finally having somewhere more comfortable to in .
The next day was their last day finishing up the house , and Techno was off to go bring Phil , who'd be staying with them for a while .
He enjoyed his time alone , decorating their room and the porch for Carl , as well as visiting the village Techno told him about , getting slightly lost in the process .
The snow was disorienting .Techno arrived with Phil when the sun started going down .
He was really happy to see Phil , even if he only knew him from badly written letters and old tales from his sons .
The man seemed happy to see him as well .Technoblade was slightly fidgety , but he let it go , imagining it might be stressful to bring your dad to the house you share with your lover .
That was not the case , he overhead a conversation between Phil and Techno .
Techno was a wanted man .It didn't surprise him , all the crimes he had committed wouldn't be swept under the carpet , much less now that he destroyed a entire country .
"Could we have a word Techno?" They just had dinner , conversation going smoothly all around , but he needed to talk with Techno . His voice was sharp , letting his lover know something was up .
"Of course" Technoblade was nervous , you could see it from a mile away .
They walked out of the house , he was leading the way .
"Why didn't you tell me they are looking for you?" Techno looked at him sheepishly .
"Do you think I'd give you up so easily? Where you trying to protect me?" He tried keeping his voice down to not alarm Philza , this was strictly between them , but he didn't doubt Techno would lett his father later on .
"I'm sorry" was all Techno could get out .
Those words again , they where becoming so recurrent they almost lost their meaning , almost .
"I don't care that you're a wanted man " he lifted Technoblade's head softly "but this are things that concern both of us , at least if I'm going to be living with you" it was a offering , Techno could kick him out without having to feel guilty .
He didn't , however .
"I didn't want to put more stress on you , I'm sorry "
"It's alright, i forgive you ... Just , tell me next time "
Maybe sixth time's the charm.
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𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 || Technoblade x male reader || COMPLETE
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