'finally in your arms' picks up the same night as the last episode, Julie can finally touch the boys. more specifically, luke. read to find out what will happen.
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#1. julieandthephantoms
#1 juke
𝒋𝒖𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒗 "-ve you." i looked up as my legs went and i fell to the ground. a hand gripping my shoulder. "luke?!" i smiled and looked back to see flynn. my face dropped and tears fell from my eyes.
"what the fuck just happened-" i heard my dad shout out and i looked to see my garage filled with people.
my dad, carlos, trevor, carrie and flynn were all staring at me.
"what's going on..." i stuttered, trying to play of the fact i just appears from thin air.
"julie, forgot them. what just happened. talk to me." flynn pulled my face to hers and i blinked away the tears.
"they're gone.." i sighed, completely defeated. "calebs got them." she wrapped me up in her arms and my dad pulled us apart.
"please julie, explain.." he looked at me and i sighed. guess now is better than any other time.
my eyes set on trevor. my whole body shaking from anger as i looked at him. "how do you live with yourself?" he looked down at the ground and carries face scrunched up.
"luke worked so hard on those songs and how do you honour him after he dies? BY STEALING THEM?!" i burst out laughing. everyone's eyes set on me.
"one thing we have in common? we'd be nothing without those boys. one thing we don't have in common? i'm not a coward who won't admit it." i sat down on the chair and looked at them all.
"julie, tell them." flynn sat next to me and grabbed my hand. i nodded and looked around the room.
"my band aren't holograms. they're ghosts. more specifically, a ghost band from the 90s. you already knew that didn't you, bobby?" he didn't even look up at me. i scoffed and rolled my eyes.
"they're gone now though, they sold their souls to the devil." i laughed again, there was nothing left inside of me but pain. i had lost everyone that cared about me.
carrie rolled her eyes and walked over to me. "why would we believe you?" i looked at her.
"i'm not in the mood carrie, let your daddy tell you." trevor walked forward and grabbed carries shoulder.
"she's telling the truth.. but i don't understand how they came back.." he shook his head and sat next to my dad who was staring at me in disbelief.
"julie..." he grabbed my hands and looked at me "can you see your.." i stopped him and shook my head.
"no, only the guys." i sighed and closed my eyes, i looked over to the side and smiled softly. "what's this..." i ran my hand over the huge picture of me and the guys
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carrie sat down next to her dad and stared at the 'sunset curve' tour leaflet in disbelief as i stared at the poster.
"flynn.." i looked back at her and she nodded, walking over to me and i wrapped my arms around her and she returned the hug straight away. "i need to get them back.."
trevor stood up as looked at us "i'll help, in any way i can." he looked.. sad. i smiled softly and looked at him.
"the best way to help me.. is to get out." i said coldly, he nodded and grabbed carrie. "don't tell anyone." i looked at them both and they nodded, walking out of the garage, leaving me, my dad, carlos and flynn.
carlos walked over to me and gave me a sweet hug, i smiled and leaned over to face him. "are you gonna be okay julie?" he looked concerned.
"i'll be fine little guy. i love you." i kissed his head and he nodded, muttering an 'i love you back.' as he walked out of the garage.
"mija, i don't understand.." my dad looked down at me and i chuckled.
"i don't either papi. just know that they have helped me through so much." he nodded and wrapped me into a hug.
"i love you mija, just give me time to process this." he looked down at me and i nodded, before he left me and flynn alone.
i felt safe with flynn, but i wanted luke. i wanted all of the guys, but he just gets me the most.
"julie, talk to me." flynn sat down with me and looked into my eyes. as i explained everything. she kept losing eye contact every time i said willies name, as if she was getting a flashback.
"i'm so sorry jules.. you don't deserve this, but i the bright side, at least they're not dead!" she smiled and shook her head "no, they're dead. they've always been dead, i mean like, they're not crossing over. or something." she mumbled and i smiled.
"thanks flynn, but could i just have tonight for myself? i'm tired, and i have to think things over." i sighed as she nodded, hugging me before she called her mom.
i walked up to my room, ignoring everyone around me. i jumped into my bed and looked down at my arms.
reggies flannel. it was wrapped around me and i burst out sobbing, grabbing a pillow and pushing it against my face to hide the screams that i was letting out. i just needed a moment for myself. i needed to let everything and everyone go for a second.
i needed a moment with myself and my pain.
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sorry for the short chapter again! i wrote this at 4 am so i'm sorry if it's a little messy aha.
