When she heard the sobs slowly come to a rest, Lisa asked him, "Tell me why you have been taking an action like this Jungkook. You know the severity of the situation right? You're sacrificing your life at your own stake."
"What can I say, Lisa? It feels as if I'm a misfit in the society. My family is a home to hatred. They don't care even if I exist. My mother is dead, my father abuses me day and night ㅡ sometimes by hurting me, sometimes verbally. My sister is usually out for work. I live alone, I've been living alone. The only friend I have doesn't seem to understand me, people only approach me when they want something from me.
I feel pain everytime I see them ㅡ because they have someone to love, cry on, be happy. And me, I'm just a pitiful being always cutting myself in a hope that someone will come and hold me....but nobody does.
I wish life was like a video game. You could restart from the very beginning, let alone delete the character. But why, why can't I do that here?
I feel sick, I feel lonely, I feel devastated. I don't look forward to anything more, I'm tired of all bullshit in my life. What did I do to deserve this? Answer me, Lalisa."
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Lights | liskook ✓
Fanfiction❝In the darkness, your light lights the way for me. Thank you for being my light in this dark world, Lalisa.❞ Warnings: contains mentions of sensitive topics like abuse, self harm and suicide. Readers' discretion advised. ｢COMPLETED」 A liskook au. ©...
