Peppermints, Rock and Lollipops

Part 27

Laurence’s P.O.V.

Hannah might not remember

but I remember when I got angry at the fact she wouldn’t accept their apology.

I can see why.

They left her to die?

That’s just.

I don’t even know but I felt so bad.

Someone knocked on my door

“Yup”

The door opened a tiny fraction and someone peeped their head around the corner

 It was Hannah.

She rushed in and threw her arms around me.

I sat on the bed and pulled her onto my lap.

I had my arms around her waist and she had her arms around my neck buried into my shoulder.

I felt her breath on my neck and I felt her chest moving as she breathed.

“I hate this”

Her voice sounded soft and gentle but it meant something.

“Hmm? You hate what?”

She sat up.

She moved further back on my lap

“This just the idea of this! Everything I hate everything. I really can not do this but you don’t understand how much I friggen want to. I just”

She stood up and pushed her hair back.

I got up and placed my hand on her shoulder.

She brought her head back onto my shoulder.

“Laurence, where did it all go wrong?”

I knew where it went wrong.

When we fell in love.

When we stupidly decided to run away.

When we had sex and she got pregnant.

This was all just stupid reckless and wrong.

“I’m not too sure”

Was the answer I gave.

She turned to face me and looked deep into my eyes.

“But it all feels so right doesn’t it?”

I nodded.

I couldn’t disagree.

It did.

It all felt too right.

I love Hannah,

I couldn’t let her go because it was wrong,

Because it wasn’t completely wrong it was very right,

Very right indeed.

“Laurence will you please just fucking say something you’re leaving me hanging here! I have almost got nothing left. Everyone down stairs is acting weird with me after all of this Drew my best friend is not looking me in the eye my brother can’t be in the same room as me and Kier and Luke? Well you know how they are, Why are you doing this to me?”

I looked at her.

I felt the anger and tension in her voice.

I could see the hurt in her eyes and I sensed her unease.

“You just told us all you ran away because you were left to Die! Does that mean any thing to you? You told us you were going to die! Of course we’re uneasy at the moment, We all love you to pieces! I can’t say anything back to that I’m sorry” 

She turned her head away.

“This is too much for you Hannah I can tell. Look if I could turn back time I would but-“

“Laurence. It’s not to much it’s ok. But it would help if all of you ignorant fuckers would at least show a little support and help. I mean for god sake you got me pregnant you’re my boyfriend and you’re not even taking this seriously! I’m sorry if I’m sounding like a selfish little bitch right now but I need someone to be there for me and I thought it would be you or my brother but no! It’s Drew. What the hell. At least try and take this seriously”

We weren’t yelling but we weren’t talking at a normal volume.

“You really want me to take it seriously?”

She nodded

“Fine then”

I took something out of my pocket and showed Hannah it

“Will you Marry me?”

She looked shocked all jaw dropped.

She had masses of tears falling from her eyes.

She nodded.

The Beveridge family was proving to be a serious thing.

I wanted this and I didn’t know another way to prove it.

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Sorry for taking a long time updating I have had tests I've had to revise for 

It paid off 

I got an A in geography

The second highest mark in Biology 

And a really good (One of the highest if not the highest) In chemestry :)

Hope you like it only 3 more parts then it's all done :'(