Star Shopping|| Lil Peep

2

Gustav's POV:

Something about days like this make excite me. Tonight is my show but I wanna release some steam. I go to find Rose, she always seems to calm me down but she isn't in our room.  Halo isn't either.

I check my phone and see she did leave me a message saying: me and halo out 2 C momma. I'll call you right b4 I get home.

I run my hand through my now black and pink split hair. So much for a stress relief. Music is my thing but always doing shows gets to me.

I have fans, yes. I love my fans. I love the pictures, the heart warming post, the people that say I helped them but I can't help but feel myself drift from Rose again.

She told me she'd support me through this and I believe her but I love my girl. I see her maybe, 4 hours a day and that's for dinner and maybe a movie afterward.  My goal now is to spend some time with her.

"Yo, chill man, she'll be home soon." Tracy says leaving the studio. He wears a hoodie I just put on the market.

"I know but it's hard to concentrate without my only good drug." I follow him to the kitchen. We hear Horse Head on the studio fixing his lines of "Girls".

"I was thinking, maybe we all take a vacation." Tracy grabs an apple and sits at the table.

"Where?" I sit next to him.

"Away from here. Me and Halo have talked about it, she thinks it'll be good for our mentality."

"Maybe she's right. Knowing Halo, she'll surely have talked about it to Rose so I guess they'll decide and we'll pay." I chuckle. Tracy shakes his head.

"You said it, maybe they'll pick somewhere cheap." I laugh louder.

"You got me messed up, they'll pick somewhere that has alcohol and private rooms."

"Remember our middle school bucket list?" He laughs louder. I think for a second.

"Ooooh, the 'get famous and bend my girl over the balcony' thing."

"Maybe Rose will let you mark that off." Horse Head comes into the kitchen with a cigarette.

"Oh c'mon dude, the house it going to smell bad." Tracy says. I remember Rose use to smoke cigarettes. She never told me why she quit, I quit cause they started to stink after awhile.

"Chill yourself Trace. I don't wanna get high before seeing peep here get to preform." Horse Head responds.

"That's respect though. Get high and chill." I laugh saying. The conversation turns towards Halo and Tracy. Everybody knows how me and Rose are.

"Halo is the first female I have every fully committed too. I thank Peep for it daily." Tracy says. The doorbell rings, making all of us stand. Rose hasn't texted to this isn't her or Halo.

Tracy walks to the door opening it up to a new female. Tatted from neck to toe, grassy green eyes and midnight black hair.

"Lele?" I ask. She growls a low devilish growl.

"What are you doing here?" She asks.

"Um, what are you doing at my house?" Tracy laughs.

"This is awkward." He laughs at Horse.

"Aunt Garden said this is Rose's new address. I didn't expect her to be with... you." She grabs her suitcase and walks in past Tracy and I.

"Rose is out with Halo. They'll be back soon." I say heading to the studio. Just as things were going good, trouble comes knocking. She has no rules or boundaries cause she follows me back there with Tracy and Horse behind.

"So, how'd you get her back? Black mail or something?" She smirks as if that'll crack me. I sit on my stool in front of my laptop.

"No, when it comes to love, me and her found our way."

"Love doesn't exist."

"So says you."

"She had everything with Danny so why not tell me why your blackmailing her." Trace sits next to me.

"Forget her." He whispers.

"Trust me, I wish I could."  My ringtone goes off. Roses names pops up. I answer it, no hesitation.

"Hey babe."

"I'm almost home."

"Time range?"

"Three minutes."

She hangs up with no other words. Those next three minutes were torture. Her cousin wouldn't stop asking questions. I finally got fed up.

"Do you ever shut up?" I ask.

"How dare you!" She yells.

"Get mad all you want. My home, my rules. I just want you to shut up for 1 more minute." The front door opens and I race. Halo comes in setting down her jacket. Rose follows holding a card.

She looks at me with tears. Of course, my teddy bear self races over and hugs her. That's when her tears fall. She drops the card and hugs me tighter.