Trials of the Past [Spencer Reid]

5. Unbearable Pain

***trigger warning: rape and blood***

"The worst wounds, the deadliest of them, aren't the ones people see on the outside. They're the ones that make us bleed internally." - Sherrilyn Kenyon

Arabellas POV:

bruises. fresh cuts. and dripping water is what I feel. I am blindfolded by what feels like duck tape. I hear a heavy door slam, heavy boots with chains sound too close. I hear a chair screech against the floor and a whimper from a guy. a tear rolls down my cheek as I realize it's Spencer. the dripping stops and feel breathing on my scalp. the duck tape is ripped from my burning skin and I let out a few more tears. the first thing I see is Spencer crying which makes me cry. we are in a warehouse. I look up at our capturer and see the familiar face of Eli: my father's best friend. "oh look at how big you have grown! still as beautiful as your 6 year old self. but now with beautiful tits and a tight pussy" he said examining me up and down. "your fucking sick, you know that." I say with anger and horror of what's going to happen to Spencer. "hush now baby, put that throat to good use. he said that last part very clear. "don't you fucking touch her or I swear to god-" Reid said which startled me from him swearing.  "what are you going to do, Dr. Spencer Reid? give me a lesson on which hole to stick it in?" he said laughing in my face with his atrocious breathe. I started to panic as Eli walked back to the door. I scotched as close as I could to Spencer. "I'm so sorry for this. it should just be me here. god, I'm so so sorry" I'm balling my eyes out as I say this. "none of this is your fault. everything is going to be ok." he said now crying. "all of this is her fault actually. all the nightgowns you walked in and the shorts. super sexy. even then you were asking for this." Eli said coming back and scooting Spencer for a better view of hot I knew was coming. 

Spencer's POV:

"sick bastard, she was 6. that was 23 years ago." I said loosing my mind over the comment. I heard a zipper and knew it was his pants. "if you bite, I'll kill your little fuck boy." he said and Ara nodded. I don't want him to take her spirit away from her. I love her so much, I can't loose her yet. she's the love of my life. he takes off the bandana wrapped around her head and slips onto her neck. she puts the small shaft into her mouth. she licked it and moved her head back and fourth. he moaned and grabbed her head and move it as close as it could get to his beer belly. I tried to break free from the zip ties. I was whimpering at this point and felt defense less. Eli moaned again before removing Ara's pants and underwear, throwing them in my direction. she looked at me and my soul left me. she was scared and broken, and I can't do anything to stop it. I was living my worst nightmare. 

he inserts himself in her and she is still looking and me which makes him mad. he slaps her across the face, making me shutter and jump. he goes faster and I can tell she is moaning in her mind. he moans, "fuck your as tight as I imagined. he won't ever get you as wet as I get you." he breathed on her neck after he summed in her. he left to go clean himself up as she bursts into tears. "I-I can't feel a-anything." Ara said through her howling. I can't even get a word out before Eli comes walking toward me. "you didn't think I was gonna let you go without a scratch, did you?" he said with an eerie smile on his face.  his pulls out a knife a take one of my hands out of the zip tie. he looks at my face as he slits my wrists. I scream in pain, but not enough to scare Ara. he licks my wounded wrist and shows me and Ara the bloody mouth. I look at her and her eyes are closed. I can't handle looking at her like this. he takes out my other wrist and cuts that one as well. and then drops the knife. he leaves and I create a plan. 

Arabella's POV:

I can't mentally handle this anymore. I shut my eyes and move my head for precaution. I hear the knife being picked up and look to see Spencer cutting his zip ties. thank god. he runs over to me and cuts mine too. he hugs me and I craved this not knowing I needed this. he uses the bandana around my neck to stop the bleeding from his wrist. we both run for the door and see SWAT running straight at us. I almost faint in relief. I remember that I don't have any pants on but thankfully I was wearing a longer sweater. Emily is the first run to me and hug me, Derek does the same to Spencer. "were going to need medics" Emily says to the team. that's when I faint. the world went dark. I could hear people screaming my name, but a just hear Spencer whisper in my ear, "ara, I... love you." I felt happy for the first time in a while. he loved me. I loved him. I don't know how this event is going to affect us. but if I have him, we can get through this. I open my eyes slightly and see red and blue, over and over. then just white. I still feel things, but I'm slipping in and out of consciousness. all that matters is him. 

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