We were currently in the car heading to the beach."Kairi are you fucking listening"Mattia said.
I wasn't...
"Huh Yeah Yeah"I lied looking at him."Did I make you feel bad earlier when I was talking about the children thing"he asked.
Uhhh....
"What made you say that,did I seem down or something"I asked a question to his question.
"Yeah I guess you did...look I'm sorry for bringing this up but when you were pregnant right were you gonna tell me and keep it"he asked.
"I was going to tell you and yes I was going to keep it..it was my baby"I spoke lowly.
"Do you want a baby kairi"he asked looking at me and back at the road quickly."I did I mean yeah maybe but I guess I'm not meant to have a baby the universe is sending fucked up signs"I said slightly laughing.
He hummed in response.I leaned on the window and looked at the sights as we rode by."I undestood what you meant earlier,and your not wrong we as a pair don't need to bring a baby in to this world"I stated.
"As a pair...."Mattia repeated as he started to park."Don't overthink it I'm not talking about having baby with someone else"I stated as I got out the car.
I took my shirt off that showed my lavender bathing suit that matched mattias swimming shorts.I grabbed my phone and started walking on the beach and seen everyone.
"If you want a baby I'll give you one but-"he started to speak."I don't want to have a baby with you"I stated shrugging the flashbacks off.
"Do you not wanna talk this out kai"Mattia asked."I don't wanna talk about this at all"I said speeding up my pace.
"Your upset I can tell...your suppose to communicate in a relationship you know,fine I won't talk about it but I need to know what's wrong with you"he said as he followed behind him.