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KAIRIS POV _________________ ————— ——— —- - If mattia actually died at the end/beginning of risky and infatuation. -2 years later-
"Ma I'm home, ma are you here today"I heard my son call out for me."Yeah i'm home, how was boxing?"I called back.
I heard a small laugh and footsteps coming into the kitchen."It was good, it was okay but this guy he um he got into a fight with Uncle Ale about some guy named mattia?"he stated.
"Isnt ale always getting into fights?"I laughed, "I mean yeah your right but he seemed really mad like really angry"sphinx stated.
"I think it's time me and you have a talk about my past right and what you're living in now"I stated.
"Okay, you seem hesitant is it that bad"he asked, "Yeah, it broke my heart sphinx i'm still heartbroken now but every since i've found you you've healed half of it"i smiled down at him.
He smiled back that same smile that looked exactly like mine, tears started to stream down my face.
"Mattia was my everything, like seriously my everything he was my boyfriend, my crush, my first love, my fiancé, my bestfriend- he was my babies father until I lost them"I mumbled.
"I could have had a sibling is what your telling me"sphinx beamed, "yep you could have, but you know a little about the mafia and cartel and shit your smart.Mattia was the don's son when I first met him I didn't know just thought he was this edgy young adult ya know"I stated.
"our love story is overall something unrealistic if you ask me, the toxicity the murder, all the illegal shit basically was so not real to me you know. the heart break and death I endured for this man shouldn't be real"I laughed.
He leaned his head against my shoulder as I ran my fingers through his hair."I was put through so much pain to get his love but when I finally got it back it was worth it, I felt the safest when I was with him I was much more confident I never really worried about my basic needs because he went above and beyond to provide for me- and when he found out about you I didn't even know until we recently started to search through his files"I cried, a small sniffle was heard which made me look down at sphinx.
"I'm sorry for making you cry sweetheart"I mumbled placing a kiss on his forehead."It's okay mama"
"sphinx my father is apart of the mafia, but he was a horrible man i'll tell you so this man your fathers father kidnapped me and you know shit happened and then you- my father covered everything up from my mother that why she hates him so much"I chuckled.
"But back to me and my love- mattia would have loved you I can see it now especially that personality of yours, you act just like him, you probably would have loved him more than me"I bursted out laughing.
Sphinx let out a small laugh, "do you think you'll find love again?"
"to be honest baby I don't want to, no one can fill that space even if they tried, no one could be him no one thinks like him no one speaks about me like him, no one is as possessive like him, no one is toxic like him"I shrugged.
"but your gonna be alone"sphinx pointed out, "I have you and my crazy friend i'm not alone believe it or not I dream about him every day he's still here just not here where I can touch him"
