I've been real suspicious and confused lately on Lorenzo and Mattias "conversations".Why because he comes over and Mattia just disappears for about 3 hours.
When I ask him about it he just says nothing,but I'm still stuck on when Renzo said I had to ask Mattia what was going on but this bitch won't tell me it's been about a month now.
Sekani is always sleep which I'm very fucking grateful for, but he cries a lot at night when Mattia isn't here to help me.
It's like that now it's about just hitting 1am and he's not here he left like 30 minutes ago.
"Did you j-just throw up on your blanket you nasty"I smiled while picking him up.
"You getting big you month old like 6 weeks old"I laughed going to get wipes.I put him on the bed and left him there to go get him some clothes.
I grabbed a all white set,I heard him cry I turned around and my puppy is trying to lick my baby.
"Stop bear"I spoke pushing the dog up the bed.He walked back over but just laid there.
I wiped him down and changed his clothes.I put him on mittens because he likes to fucking scratch himself.
Why? Don't ask me ask him."alright come on baby"I spoke picking him up.
"Mommy has to do a lot of stuff...kinda stressing ain't gonna cap no ones here with me in this huge as house kinda you know freaked out"I spoke putting all his bottles and dirty stuff in a bag.
I went downstairs and put the stuff in the kitchen.I went back to get his car seat and I put it on the island by the sink.
I put him in and set the bottle up so I don't have to hold it.I started to wash the dishes then the bottles because giannis or Lux is not here to do it and the group and there kids are suppose to be coming over.
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He just walked in the house but went straight upstairs.I'm remaking all 34 of his bottles.
That takes forever,then I washes out the blender because milkshakes be hitting lately.
