Larry Stylinson One Shots! :)

Come Wake Me Up (Rated PG 13) Part 1

Once again I got this idea from listening to a song! It does have self-harm in it so if you don’t like reading that then don’t read this!! Enjoy!

-Rachel Jo

 

 

Harry P.O.V.

I get out of my car and walk in the club. Why am I here you ask? Well there is no reason. I just want to have fun. Okay that is a lie. I need to stop missing Louis. I just need to drink him away. I shouldn’t love him like I do. I shouldn’t want to be in Eleanor’s shoes. I just shouldn’t.

“What can I get you?” The bartender asks as I sit down.

“Vodka,” I reply as I throw some money down.

I can usually drink you right off of my mind

But I miss you tonight

I can normally push you right out of my heart

But I'm too tired to fight

 

I cry as the song comes on. It is so true. I miss Louis so much. But he is dating Eleanor. As soon as I get the vodka I down it.

“One of those nights?” He asks.

“Yeah. Just get me the whole bottle,” I reply.

As soon as he gives me it I pay him.

Yeah the whole thing begins

And I let you sink into my veins

And I feel the pain like it's new

Everything that we were,

Everything that you said,

Everything that I did and that I couldn't do

Plays through tonight

Larry was real once, but not anymore. He found a new love. Someone who he thinks loves him more, but no one can love him more than I do.

Tonight your memory burns like a fire

With every one it grows higher and higher

And I can't get over it, I just can't put out this love

I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back

Close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I'm dreaming

Come wake me up

A tear falls as I take a sip of the vodka, memories of us running through my mind. All the fun we had, everything. And he just threw it all away for some girl. I get up and walk out of the club with the vodka in my hand. I get in my car and drive to mine and Louis’ flat. When I get there I turn the TV on and the same song is playing. I sit down on the couch and all I can hear is Eleanor giggling and Louis laughing. They are in the kitchen.

Turn the TV up loud just to drown out your voice, but I can't forget

Now I'm all out of ideas and baby I'm down to my last cigarette

Yeah, you're probably asleep deep inside of your dreams while I’m sitting here crying and trying to see

Yeah, wherever you are baby now I am sure you moved on and aren't thinking twice about me

And you tonight

I turn the TV on full blast to drown them out. I can’t listen to them. It breaks my heart every time he is with her. I search my pocket for my cigarettes. When I find them I open it up to see I have one left. “I’ll save it for later,” I think as I throw it on the table in front of me.  

Tonight your memory burns like a fire

With every one it grows higher and higher

I can't get over it, I just can't put out this love

I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back

Close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I'm dreaming

I take another gulp of vodka. It burns going down my throat but it feels good at the same time.

I know that you're movin' on

I know I should give you up

But I keep hopin' that you'll trip and fall back in love

Time's not healin' anything

Baby, this pain is worse than it ever was

I know that you can't hear me, but baby I need you to save me tonight

I sob as I hear the lyrics. It is exactly how I feel. The boys say I should just give up but I can’t. I hope he realizes that I love him more than her. That’s all I ever want. I want him to just fall back in love with me. I get up and go to the bathroom. Once I get there I grab the pills. I think it is time for me to go. I can’t live without him. He is my whole world. I take the cap off and take all the pills out. I go to my room and lie on my bed as I take every pill.

Tonight your memory burns like a fire

With every one it grows higher and higher

I can't get over it, I just can't put out this love

I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back

Close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I'm dreaming

Come wake me up

Oh, I'm dreaming

Come wake me up

Oh, I'm dreaming

I slowly drift off to a peaceful sleep, never to be awake again. Louis can finally be happy with Eleanor and I don’t have to suffer anymore.

Louis P.O.V.

“Bye Eleanor,” I laugh as I walk her to the door.

“Why is the TV on so loud?” She asks.

“I’m not sure. Harry must have had it on,” I say as I kiss her.

“See you tomorrow?” She asks.

“Yup,” I reply.

After that she walks to her car and drives off. I shut the door and turn the TV down.

“Hazza!” I yell through the house.

I hear the bathroom door close and his bedroom door open. I walk to his bedroom to find him lying in a pool of vodka with an empty bottle of sleeping pills in his hand.

I run up to Harry and feel for a pulse. There is a tiny pulse.

THE END!