marauders one shots (mainly sirius's)

disowned

"C'MON MOONEY WERE GONNA Be LATE FOR CLASSES!" sirius yelled pulling the blanket off him "urggg piss of pads!" he said pulling the blanket back on him, "MOOOONNNNEEEEYYYY!"he yelled "alright im up, im up!" he said rolling his eyes, they got dressed and were on there way to potions, "oh i have a secret pranks for slughorn today" sirius said with a mischievous smirk "oooh what is it!" james said "you will have to see" sirius said winking at remus, him go bright red "oh god" peter said "what's wrong pete?" james asked "lucius, snape, regulus and his gang" peter said, everyone looked at sirius "what? have i got something in my teeth?" he asked sarcastically "what, guys its fine" he said, "well well, look who it is, the blood-traitor, the nerd, the glasses freak and the weekling" lucius said making his way over "piss of malfoy" remus said "hmmmm?, no" he replied earning a eye roll from james "hey sirius, hows the family?" snape said "what's he on about sirius?" peter asked "ohh he hasn't told you yet!" snape said with a evil grin, snape said "well you see your dear sirius ha-", snape was interrupted with a strong punch from sirius, james, peter and remus pulled sirius away from snape, and snape had a broken nose with blood dripping "and you!" sirius said pointing at his brother regulus "HOW DARE YOU TELL THEM!" sirius yelled, "c'mon mate, lets go" james said, "there not worth it" peter said "fine, but im not done with them!!" he said.

they were walking to potions in silence until james said "your gonna get in trouble now" "i honestly dont care james" sirius replied. "what were they on about?" remus asked "none of your business" sirius snapped making remus, james and peter flinch out of fear that sirius would lash out on them "g-guys, why did you flinch?" sirius asked "what we- d-d" "i fucking seen you!" he yelled making them flinch again, sirius out a hand over his open mouth with tears in his eyes, he said quietly "o-oh my god, what have i done? i-i gotta go" he ran away from them with tears in his eyes, he ran to  the top of the astronomy tower and curled up into a ball.

"i-i, what did we do" remus said disappointed in them all "we flinched because he beat the shit out of snape" peter said "exactly, now he thinks we are scared of him, i mean, we sorta are" james admitted "cmon lets go to potions hell come around soon" peter said sadly, they arrived at potions and slughorn asked "where is mr black?" "he-he isn't feeling well sir" james said earning a snort from severus.

in the astronomy tower sirius was curled up into a ball on the floor refusing to let any tears out, he heard footsteps coming up and he stood up and adjusted himself, he looked up to see who it was and it was none other than sirius's brother "what are you doing up here?" reg asked "i could ask you the same thing?" sirius asked "did your friends leave because there scared of you, yes, i saw them flinch, twice?" reg said-asked "yes, twice.. reg, how could you tell them?" sirius asked looking at his brother with furrowed eyebrows and sad, betrayed eyes" there was silence for a good minute until sirius yelled "WHY DID YOU TELL THEM?!" "BECAUSE SOONER OR LATER YOU ARE GOING TO DISAPPOINT THEM ALL OVER AGAIN!!" reg yelled at sirius pointing his finger at him, there was a long silence "what happened to us reg?" sirius asked with a tear rolling down his cheek "i dont know" reg said with 4 tears rolling down his cheek as he was about to leave "people grow up sirius" he said "one last hug, for old times sake brother?" sirius asked, reg turned around and ran to his brother hugging him tightly "im sorry" reg said whilst crying in his brothers arms "its ok, i promise" sirius said now crying holding onto his brother not wanting to let go, moments passed and reg broke the hug and said "i have to go now, i have to hate you now" he said "i know, its ok" sirius replied calmly "bye.. brother" reg said as he left "bye".

as soon as reg left sirius broke down, his hand over his mouth, his eyebrows furrowed, and tears spilling out his eyes like waterfalls, he had his back leant against the wall and he slid down with his knees to his chest.

"cmon, let's go find sirius" james said sadly, they were looking everywhere, they looked in the dinner hall, the courtyard, the quidditch field, everywhere and no sign of him "where is he!?" remus yelled "lets go get the map!" james said, they all ran back to there dorm and looked on the map to find him, it was more important to find him now since the sun was starting to set, "cmon, cmon, cmon! FOUND HIM!" james yelled "where?!" said peter "THE ASTRONOMY TOWER!" james yelled, they all ran through the corridors earning yelled from the painting, they ran up the spiral stairs and reached the top of the tower, they looked around to see sirius curled in a ball, with tear stains on his face they were very noticable, staring into nothing, and smoking a cigarette "SIRIUS, WHAT THE HELL!" james yelled, sirius just ignored him and continued staring "WE HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU!!" remus yelled, sirius just stayed quite "WE LOOKED EVERYWHERE!" peter yelled now joining in "piss off" sirius said still staring into nothing "NO COME ONE!" remus yelled "no thanks rem" he replied smoothly taking a puff of his cigarette "well tuff, wingardium leviosa!" remus said, the spell picked sirius up but he didn't say anything, just continued to stare and smoke, when they arrived at their dorm they set sirius on him bed and stood in front of him "c'mon mate, tell us what's wrong" james said with his arms crossed "no" sirius replied taking another couple of drags and blowing the smoke in their faces, after a few minutes of silence sirius whispered, just loud enough so they could here "i lost it all guys".

"what do you mean?" peter asked "i've lost it all, my family, my brother, my friends trust, my dignity, my life, it was all washed away" he said with tears in his eyes "i still dont understand" peter said "IM DISOWNED, I WAS ABUSED, MY FRIENDS FLINCH EVERYTIME I FUCKING YELL, MY BROTHER HATES ME, MY LIFE IS SO FUCKED UP!!!!!" he yelled "w-what, your disowned?!" james said "yep" sirius said still smoking his cigarette "what are you gonna do?" remus asked "stay hear!" sirius said throwing his arms out and looking around, "no" james said "what do you mean no?!" sirius yelled slightly "your gonna live with me" james said "no, 1. you flinch when i yell or move, 2. that could mean putting you all in danger" sirius said "what do u mean by the 2nd one?" remus asked "what if my da- orion comes after me again?" sirius said "again?" asked peter "yep, i ran away once to an old friends, father found me and killed my friend and his family" sirius explained earning a gasp from them "we can put a magical barrier so orion cant find us" james said "are you sure?" he asked "positive" "only if your parents say yes tho!" sirius demanded "ok".

james sent a letter and a hour later, "SIRIUS!" james yelled "what prongs?" sirius asked "they said yes!" james replied "wait w-what?!"  sirius said grabbing the letter and reading it-

dear james,

of course sirius can stay, we would be delighted to have him live with us, we had a feeling this would happen so a year ago we fixed him up a room, poor boy, can't wait to see you both.

from mum xx

"omg, omg, omg, omg," sirius said with tears in his eyes "i know right!" james squealed, they were both jumping around like 5 year old girls.