The boy next door (tommyxreader)

Confessions

Y/n
A week passed since we went to see tubbo, i missed that day so much.
I texted tommy a good morning text like i did everyday it felt like a part of my routine.

You: good morning tom tom
Bitch boy 👦 🙄: good morning woman do you wanna stream today?
You:yessss i should do my first smp stream.
Bitch boy 👦 🙄: i cant believe you have been on the sever for over a week now and still havent streamed on it woman.
You: shut up Tom Tom before i come to your house and kick your ass
Bitch boy👦🙄: you dont know where i live
You: you really are stupid

Tommys pov:
I started uncontrollably laughing at my own stupidity when i  felt breathing on my neck- wtf
"Go away mum"
"I am not your fucking mother tommy" shit; I realized y/n had come probably to take the piss out of me
"Wtf are you doing here at 8am" 
"Your mum offered me to come over for breakfast" she said with a huge grin plastered on her face.
"I'm pretty sure my mum loves you more than she loves me"
"Probably" she started to giggle
Fuck her dmile is so cute

Y/no pov:
Me and tommy walked down the stairs as the strong smell of waffles filled the air.
We sat down at the table and tucked into a mountain of waffles covered in syrup.
DING
It was ranboo
Ranbitch: Hey y/n what you up too?
You: hey ranboo I'm just eating breakfast Tommy's mum asked me if i wanted to came over i couldn't refuse 😂
Ranbitch: i swear his mum loves you
Me and ranboo spoke almost all the time he had become like a brother to me, it wasn't like like mine and Tommy's friendship; our  friendship was different, i had fallen in love with him.
You: tommy said that 😂😂
Ranbitch: call me later y/n
You: i will do!!
I shut my phone off , Tommy's eyes interlocked with mine.

"Who you texting" he said i could tell he was jealous
"Just ranboo he was wondering what i was up to"
He didn't say anything after that

After breakfast i went home to get my streaming stuff set up for later and then i sat on my bed "why does tommy live rent free in my head" i muttered to my self
"Ooo someone has a crush " my mum said laughing at her own Whity comment
"No mum its not like that" she was having none of it.
"Whatever you say" she then walked out my room
A few hours passed and i texted tommy letting him know i was about to stream
You: hey I'm about to stream do you wanna hop on discord.
Bitch boy 👦 🙄: okay hopping on now
He seemed blunt it wasn't like him, i brushed it off and put up my stream starting soon stream.
Heyy lovely human beings i said as my face cam showed up on the screed
Today I'm going to stream on the smp for the first time! And we have a very special guest tommy innit!
Tommy: woman!
My chat went crazy
User1: they must be dating
User4: i ship them so much
User6:TOMMY

I giggled at the comments as i loaded into minecraft.
I streamed with tommy, tubbo and ranboo for a few hours just building a house and mining for materials
The whole time tommy was very blunt, he barely spoke.
I ended my stream and straight away walked to Tommy's house.their was no point texting him he was just going to be blunt with me.
His mum let me in and i walked up to his room. His perfect eyes stared up a the ceiling. "Wtf is wrong with you" i said it in a sarcastic tone. "Your in love with ranboo aren't you" he was upset i could tell from his voice
"Ranboo is like a brother to me tommy, ma falling in love with ranboo would feel like incest" i stared laughing  but i hurt knowing it upset him that i was close with ranbo.
He looked at me a tear in his eye " i love you y/n" i loved him too but it didnt feel right I had only known him for just over a week
"I love you too tommy but I'm not ready for a relationship just yet" i gave him a smile and walked out of the room and went home. Why couldnt i just be normal and date him he said he loved me and i knew i loved him back.  If i was going to be truthful with myself the real reason i didnt want to date him yet was that my last boyfriend was abusive he put me in a deep state of depression.  He would hit me tell me he hated me and i was a mistake then minuets later tell me he was sorry and that i was the love of his life. These events repeated every day for a year before i was able to get away.

I layed on my bed i felt awful i had to tell tommy the truth
You: hey tommy can i talk to you
Bitch boy 👦 🙄:hey if your going to say sorry i understand its fine ill be waiting for you to be ready.
You: hey its about that but i want to confess why I'm not ready.
Bitch boy 👦🙄: okay do you want to FaceTime?
You:yea i cant really be bothered to type.

Incoming call form bitchboy👦🙄
You answer a tear fell from you face, you wiped it off and told him about your abusive ex.
Tommy: omg y/n I'm so sorry you never deserved any of that!
I could hear  the serious tone in his voice
You: Thank you tommy
Tommy:i will forever be waiting for you to be ready