The boy next door (tommyxreader)

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Tw panic attacks and self harm and death threats
If that stuff triggers you I will do a warning when it comes up so you don't miss out on the main parts <3

Qackity: okay so Tommy what do you dislike about y/n
Tommy:that she's a total bitch
Me:I am not a total bitch!
Tommy:you sure bout that
Quackity:ok both of you stop arguing I asked Tommy
Tommy:yea y/n he asked me not you
Me:shut up tommy!
Quackity: okay y/n what do you dislike about tommy
Me:he thinks he's better than everyone!
Tommy:because I am!
Me:no your not tommy!
Quackity:you two are the worst couple out of the group!
Tommy and you in sync:shut it quackity!
Quckity:next question tommy what is something you like about y/n
Tommy: she's a woman
Quackity: is that the best you've got tommy?
Tommy:yep
Quackity :uhm y/n what's something you like about tommy
Me:he spends a lot of time with me
Tommy:only cause I live next to you
I completely forgot we was in stream as I blurted out
Me:or maybe because I'm your fucking girlfriend!
Tommy: y/n!
At that moment I realized I fucked up I completely froze.
I logged out of minecraft and texted quacks and Tommy
Quackity
You:Sorry I sort of slipped up and I don't want to carry on now
Quackity:that's fine I'll tell chat family stuff came up and you had to go
You:thank you

Bitchboy👦🙄
You:Sorry I panicked
Bitchboy👦🙄: it's okay cutie. Are you okay tho?
You:I'll be fine I love you
Bitchboy:I love you too

Tw mentions of self harm and panic attacks and death threats coming up!!
I sat on my bed tears started to fall down my face as my body started to loose control and shake uncontrollably I was having anothor panic attack. I knew I was going to get threats I didn't even need to get check my phone yet I still did.
I opened Twitter to a flood of messages.

@tommysimp
@y/u You don't deserve tommy go kys

@tommyswife
@y/u go slit your wrist who do you think you are dating tommy

My body went numb I couldn't breath I couldn't even speak. I got up and sat in my bathroom grabbing my razor blade, the shiny peice of metal layed in my hand as I contemplated cutting my arm. I put the razor to my wrist as Tommy burst through my door.
"Y/n!"
Tommy grabbed the razor  out of my hand then sat on the floor next to me, pulling my head into his chest.
"Y/n I saw the tweets they are just some kids okay"
"I-I'm s-s-sorry tommy"
"You don't need to be sorry y/n it's not your fault okay"
He picked me up and placed me on my bed, he then grabbed a blanket from my chair wrapping it around me.
"I'm going to stay with you for a couple of days till it all blows over okay"
"Tommy I love you so much"
I started to calm down my body still shaking
"Y/n I love you so so much"
I heard the front door open, it must be my mum
"Are you going to tell her what happened"
"I can't worry her any more than I have already "
"Okay but promise me you won't think about doing that ever again"
"I promise tomtom "
We both walked downstairs to my mum unpacking the shopping, she took one look at me and knew I had a panic attack.
She ran up to me and grabbed me into her arms
"Y/n what happened "
"I had a panic attack mum"
I had to tell her I wasn't going to lie
"Me and Tommy are dating and I accidentally slipped up and told stream and now I'm getting told to kill my self then I tried to cut myself but Tommy found me in time and stopped me then calmed me down"
"Aww baby I'm so sorry I wasn't there"
"It's okay mum your can't always be there "
My mum looked at tommy and started crying, she went to him and hugged him tightly
"Thank you for looking after my baby she's a very lucky girl"

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