"A" to "Y" And All The Letters In Between

y. anxiety?

WARNING: this chapter may contain non PG words aka swearning and may afect many readers so by continuing this you will be reading at your own risk, thank you for undertanding.

"i sacrifice my self in hope for the better of others, but do they really end up being happy? Idk"- Olive Wilson

24/01/2021 Olive...

Do you think we're just depressed?

Do you think we just want the attention of someone just by acting "depressed"?

Do you truly rully think we r just sad people who don't like to social and talk

Or what do you see?

Do you see a happy popular child? Who makes everyone laugh and makes everyone smile?

A girl who everyone loves? Someone people envi to be?

But do you only believe in what you see in front of you?

Have u ever ever asked about what her feelings were ?

Have u?

Have u ever fucking considerd what they could be feeling?

Or do u just fucking care about urself? Ur happy ness, to be ignore her when ur angry and to act all nice when ur happy and finally to spread stupid stuf abt them.                                                         Why you ask... why, why me?

I scrunched the paper I held into a ball and threw it across the room. The fear of pain, and the anger that I could not contain within me ,boiled and grabbed my phone.

The face detector on the phone didn't seem to have been able to determine who i was, so swiping the screen upwards I unlocked and finally found my app i had recently opened half an hour ago...   revelling: keep

                                           Delete

...and many others

My finger hovered above the second option before throwing the phone onto the bed again..."thrack" it said

I hate you i fu**&%^&*@#..... i swore

All that spun inside my mind were the conversations we had... what we were and what we r now"I can get a girl in seconds....wut are u gonna cry?........ohh well ..ok......no shit.......I SAID I DONT GIVE A SHIT ....."

"Did u ever give a shit? Did you.....?" I mermerd, my anger and the fire in me that boiled suddenly...were smothered; they were gone. all it left behind were the explosion within me turning my feelings into a running lake.

I could not hold it in anymore

...

a slow tear rolled down my face leaving behind a silvery tail

"Have fun with ur ..."

She had last told me 

did u trully think i was lying or did u just not care? ... u had once told me u loved me....

welp i atleast i hope that was not a lie

"have fun with ur anxiety" 2/2/2021 Jessey young

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