today my dad told my mum to book an appointment w the doctor abt my sleeping problem and insomnia right
and she filled in the online form bcs all the local clinics are closed
but she underexaggerated all of my symptoms. like i told her im really drowsy during the day and my lack of sleep affects how i function daily because i sleep at like 4-5 am and wake up at half seven for school.
but she put that im not really affected by my lack of sleep but shes worried that i sleep late around 12-1 am.
and honestly im crying because im never gna get the medication i need to help me have better sleep because they wont know how serious my problem is
i hate my life sm idek what to do anymkre im sick of staying up late at night overthinking and goibg crazy almost pulling my hair out. i think ima go mental
last night i was full on having an anxiety attack bcs i coukdnt fkn sleep and my brain wasnt shutting off.
smn send help i hate myself sm why cant i be fkn normal
but ily guys bye ima try to go to sleep and fail
