Oh how.
How to be the girl that everyone prefers as the beautiful one?
How to be able to smile and laugh without doubting how you'd look? How in-feminine you sounds?
Oh, how does it feel, to come in and have people greeting you happily? How is it to be someone who everyone always turns to?
How does it feel to have all those spotlights?
To know that almost every guy in the room probably likes you.
I wonder how does it feel.
Because I am nowhere near your place.
True, I stood right beside you yet I know, the light is always on you and you only.
Friends,
Boys,
Classmates,
Teachers,
and the list goes on.
Their attention is all on you and not me.
How does it feel, really?
I wonder if you noticed it too.
Because of how casual you look.
While my hands gripping tight on the table's edge.
Even when I know no one is looking at me, I still am anxious.
Knowing I am standing right beside the perfect girl, again.
Oh,
Just how to be you?
by @thelittlegurll
19th January 21'
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Fairy Tales
Poesiafairy tale 𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘯 plural nouns: 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒆𝒔 𝚜𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚊𝚛 ; • a fabricated story, especially one intended to deceive. Telling people that you will always be ok is like telling them they will live that fairy tale kind o...
