Save Me

Decision

Rick went with Hershel and Daryl to "Negotiate" with the Governor but I don't think any negotiating is gonna happen. We did our schedule or our daily routine whatever you want to call it.

I was on watch with Carl. We started talking about how and where we would be if life was normal.

"We would have carried on with our lives, who knows, we might have not ended up together." I said.

"Don't talk like that baby, I would have figured out sooner or later your the only one I love." Carl said before kissing me. When he pulled away he tapped my nose.

"Oh my, we are turning into one of those couples..." I said realizing that we are one of those couples who seem cute at first then you get tired of the cuteness.

"No and even if we are no one is here. I don't think people know we're a thing." he said.

I furrowed my eyebrows. "We hold hands, We sleep in the same bed, I wear your shirts to bed, we are never apart, and we kiss... a lot." I say listing off the things we do.

"Okay, okay, yea so people might know that we are a thing, so what?"

"I don't have a problem with it, I just wanted to prove you wrong." I said smiling.

"Well, how sweet because you did." he said sticking his tongue out at me. I stuck mine out right back at him.

I took out my sketch book and started drawing the serious Carl. He looked real in my drawing, I must be really good.

We saw the others come back. We opened the gates back. Rick wanted to talk to us

"So I've met this Governor, sat with him for quite a while, he wants the prison, he wants us gone, dead, he wants us dead, for what did to Wood-berry... We're going to war."

That's our decision, we stay and fight for what's ours.

«Night time»

I couldn't sleep that night, all I could think was what's going to happen. How many people are going to die? Are we going to be separated? Are we all gonna die?

"What's wrong baby?" Carl said with his raspy voice while wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling me closer to him.

"I can't sleep." I said. "Everything is on my mind." I sigh.

"I know I can't process what's going to happen." he says.

"That's what I can't get off my mind, what's going to happen?" I said.

"I know what's going to happen right now." he said in a cocky way.

"What do you mean?" I said turning around. His lips melt into mine before he answered my question. He moved on-top of me. "What are you doing?"

"I'm doing what I wanted to do to you for a long time." he said with a smirk. I was scared because I had no idea what he was talking about.

He started kissing my neck while he un-buttoned his flannel I was wearing, opening it, revealing my bare breasts. Damn it Nemo why did you take your bra off?? He stares at them before putting his hand on them.

"Carl," I took his hands off me. "Look I'm happy that your willing to do this but I'm not ready, I'm sorry." I lay back down facing the wall and button my shirt back.

"It's fine, I knew I shouldn't have rushed you." He says kissing my neck one last time. He laid down back to my side wrapping his arms around me, our legs intertwined, our hands held tight, and a small goodnight exchanged from the both of us.