Save Me

This Sorrowful Life

It's been two days since Rick met up with the governor. Today he was suppose to meet up with him. I don't know what's happening with the group. We are like chickens with our heads cut off.

We had to distract the walkers because they wanted to put down spikes incase the governors little army came back.

I felt like bonding with everyone else, like Carol and Beth, along with Maggie and Hershel. We talked to each other having a good time. Until Carl wanted to talk to me in our cell.

We could here Hershel reading from the bible. He pushed me against the wall and pinned my hands.

"Carl, I don't like this." I spoke quietly, trying to get my hands free.

"I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I'll wait as long as you want me too." he said with a small peck on my lips. I smiled at him with my face blushed.

"I love you too." I said. He let my hands go and went away. I went onto the top bunk. I realized I've only slept in it like three or four times. I laid down, looking up at the ceiling, seeing nothing but concrete.

I decided there was no point of laying there anymore so I went out with the rest. Rick walked up to us.

"When I met with the governor, he offered me a deal, he said that he would leave us alone if I gave him Michone, and I was going to do that, to keep us safe, but I changed my mind, but now Merle took Michone to for fill the deal and Daryl went to stop him but I don't know if it's to late, I was wrong not to tell you, and I'm sorry, what I said last year, that first night after the farm, it can't be like that, it can't, what we do, what we're willing to do, who we are, it's not my call, it can't be, I could sacrifice one of us for the great or good because who we are, the great or good, we're the reason we are here, not because of me, this is life and death, how you live, how you die, it isn't up to me, I'm not your governor, we choose to go, we choose to stay, we stick together, we vote, we can stand and fight or we can go..." Rick said and walked away.

OMFG I'M DYING DARYL JUST KILLED WALKER MERLE

I'M ON THE LAST EPISODE OF SEASON THREE AND UGH I FORGOT THAT PEOPLE DIE!!!

"In this world you kill or you die, or you die then kill." ~ the BASTUARD that calls himself the governor.

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Daryl came back and said that Mural was dead. We discussed our plan, what we are going to do and things like that. We packed up our things. The place looked so weird empty. We were all putting things in the cars. Carl was mad at Rick, so he was throwing one of his fits, but right now Carl is the least of my worries right now.

SHIT IS ABOUT TO GO DOWN PEOPLES. WHEN THE GOVERNOR ARRIVES AT THE PRISON I DON'T KNOW WHERE THEY ARE AT SO I'M WAITING UNTIL I KNOW.

"And shall come forth; they that have done good, unto the resurrection of life; and they that have done evil, unto the resurrection of damnation." THE PART HIGHLIGHTED IN THE BIBLE THAT THE GOVERNOR PICKS UP AND READS AT THE PRISON.

We waited in the woods, we could hear the gunshots from Glen. "We should be there." Carl said. After they drove off we heard someone running.

He was a teenager eighteen or so. "Drop your weapon boy." Hershel said as we all aimed our guns at him.

"Here, take it." he said slowly lowering the gun down. He looked at me then to Carl. The boy suddenly dropped down with a red spot on his head. Carl's mouth slightly opened. I went to the now dead boy. A few seconds ago he was alive and now he's dead all because of Carl.

"What the hell is wrong with you!?!?" I yelled at Carl looking at him.

"Nemo this isn't the time or place to fight, come on let's go back." Hershel said. When we came back Rick hugged me then Carl.

"Dad I'm going to Wood-berry." Carl said pulling away from the hug.

"Carl-" Rick said standing up.

"I did my job out there just like all of you. I took out one of the governors soldiers." Carl continued.

"One of his soldiers? A kid running away, he stumbled across us." Hershel said.

"No he drew on us." Carl argued.

"I'm sorry you had to do that." Rick said.

"It's what I was there for, I'm going with you." Carl said walking away.

So Rick, Michone, and Daryl are going to Wood-berry. They left and we stayed incase the Governor came back. I don't want to deal with any drama right now so I'm not dealing with Carl right now.

It was daytime by the time they came back. Followed by a bus of people. Must be what's left of Wood-berry...