Don't Take Things For Granted (Nash Grier Fanfic)

Chapter 21 She Wasn't Ready And Its All Your Fault!

[TRIGGERING SO IF CANT HANDLE IT DONT READ IT OR SKIP]

"Emily's POV"
"Look here look here." Alex says looking down at me and I stand up.
"Look here look here." I say mocking her.
"You little bitch Nash doesn't love you that's why he cheated on you." she fires back. I had it with her.
"Oh I'm the bitch well look at you for once saying stuff behind my back and now finally telling it to my face typical bitch." I say slapping her across the face. She was about to slap back but I grab her wrist flipped it then flipped her over where she is laying on the ground on her back. Mahogany and I were laughing our heads off. The guys came and started to laugh their heads off except Nash he went over to her helping her up. I knew he actually liked her and didn't love me.
"She wasn't ready!" Taylor shouts and everyone starts laughing again.
"Did y'all see that?" I ask through laughing. They all nodded and Nash looked mad.
"Why did you do that you piece of shit?" He yelled at me.
"I had enough of her just like I had enough of you and also remember I honestly and truly hate you." I say tears brimming my eyes. I take my food and start walking back to my suit. I can't believe he likes that whore more than me. I finally get back to my suit i head strait for my bathroom to my razor my only escape.
"One cut for not being enough."
"Second for not being pretty enough."
"Third for Nash." I say cutting three shallow lines in my left arm. I clean my arm and put on a bandage then I put on a red thin jacket so no one would see the bandage. I actually thought he loves me but if course not he just used me. He knows what happened with my ex boyfriend and he told me he would never do the same to me but he lied. My ex boyfriend just used me trying to get into my pants but I wouldn't let him so he dumped me for the school slut. I hate him I don't even know why I was gonna take him back. #Namily is dead! I start to cry even more. I hear a knock on the door and I answered it. It was Nash. He passed me and start to pack. I started to cry even more I run into the bathroom and get my razor. This is just like the first time we fought.
"Forth for being a mess up."
"Fifth for being a mistake."
"Sixth for being born." I say cutting really deep and I was crying where my head was hurting and everything started to get blurry then I blacked out.
"Nash's POV"
What Emily did to Alex wasn't even funny and if you're wondering I do love Emily but I loved Alex before Emily and I started to date. I know I know cheating is bad but I started to go out with Alex on social media because we lived so far away from each other while I was dating Haley. I always love Emily since I was 6 but Alex makes me feel different. Emily makes me feel different and good. Ugh! I already told Alex I would stay at her place tonight. I knock on our room door and Emily opens up and she looks terrible but still beautiful. I start to pack and she starts to cry even more and runs into the bathroom.
"Emily." I say knocking on the door.
"Please Emily I'm so sorry." I tell her through the door while Hayes walks in.
"Bro can you help me get Emily out of the bathroom?" I ask him.
"Fine." he huffs walking over to the bathroom door.
"Emily it's Hayes please open the door." Hayes says through the door then I see blood seeping through the bottom of the door.
"Uh Hayes." I say pointing to the blood. He gasps.
"Uh no." he says pounding on the door and finally got it open. We saw her lifeless body laying there in her own puddle of blood. Tears slip from my eyes as I rush to her side calling 911. Hayes calls the other boys to come in here. When they come in here Mahogany started crying into Jacob's arms and all the guys have sad and shocked faces. the ambulance finally got here and took her to the hospital. I was going to go with her but Mahogany pulled me back and Gilinsky got to go with her.
"What I wanted to go with her?" I yell at Mahogany. She slaps me.
"Shut the fuck up! I'm so sick and tired of you! Your the reason she cuts! I thought you love her but you stuck up for some bitch who doesn't deserve to be talking to Emily like you!" She yells at me slapping me again. She was going to hurt me more but Jacob grabbed her by the waist.
"Well they're probably already at the hospital so let's go." I say running to our car. We finally get to the hospital and I run in.
"What room is Emily Dann?" I ask impatiently.
"Room 327." the lady responds. I run to her room and slowly walk in to find her and Jack laying in the hospital bed with her head on her chest. I'm jealous but I'm not going to show out because she probably not going to take me back anyways but I'm not giving up on her. The rest of the guys walk in and sit in some chairs and the couch. I sit in the corner with my head in my hands. It's all my fault. I'm the reason she cuts. The reason why she hates me. Everything! An hour of waiting Emily wakes up.
"Hey guys." she says stretching and we all see the stitches. Emily notice us staring at her arm and she quickly puts it under the blanket on the bed.
"I'm sorry." she whispers looking down.
"Don't be." Gilinsky says wrapping her in a hug from the side. I let a few tears fall from my eyes. Donna her manager rushes in the room.
"Omg are you ok?" Donna asks Emily.
"Yes just a few stitches." Emily replies softly and quietly.
"Can I do modeling next month I just need a break?" Emily asks/states.
"Sure but your fans are going to miss you." Donna replies.
"I know I'm going to be on Twitter and Instagram everyday and posts YouTube videos for the fans." Emily replies. Donna nods.
"Well feel better sweetie I'll be keeping you updated." Donna tells Emily. Emily nods.
"It's all your fault." Emily whispers.
"What?" Johnson asks.
"It's all his fault." Emily raises her voice a little. I start to cry even more.
"I know and I'm sorry." I tell her truthfully.
"Sorry doesn't fix everything." Emily says before laying back down falling back asleep.

[A/N Well she wasn't ready! Nash is such a jerk. Not really you have to love him have to. He's the reason she cuts. Emily at the hospital. Can Nash fix this or nah? What's gonna happen?]