Fire and Electricity [Denki x Trans Reader]

The Coming Out | Chapter 8

Tw// transphobia, unsupportive coming out, unsupportive mother, coma-like state??, food mentions, caps, arguing, nicknames like honey, parental mentions, panic attack, hospital mentions, deadname

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Your pov (1st person) 

It felt like I was awake but asleep at the same time. I was scared. But then I felt pushed back into memories. 

Flashback

2nd person pov

While walking back home from school with Denki, 

You were worried and you were mumbling the things

 you're thinking of saying to your parents. Denki noticed "Hey d/- I mean y/n are you alright-?" You smiled at the use of your preferred name. Honestly, you didn't want to respond but you know he would bug you even though there were some annoying things about him you found them adorable. WAIT WHAT?? Adorable?? you kept thinking, your face felt hot and you heard snap uh"hello y/n??" "SORRY" you immediately screamed out "uh, I'm scared about coming out to my parents... can you come with me-?" you nervously stated. "ofc dude! we got to get you transition stuff- like binders- not sure what else-" Denki stated. "ill tell you when I know more about this stuff..." you mumbled even though you knew all about the stuff already. You walked up to your house and realized that they weren't home yet. You and Denki walked up to your desk since Denki wasn't allowed in your room. Family rules are weird,, you mumbled to yourself. [hhahahaahahah yeahhhhh i just yeahhh] You were playing (favorite video game) for a while and then your mom came home. "Hey, mom what's for dinner also sorry I forgot to mention the fact that Denki is here." You were so worried to the point that your words were almost illegible. Denki waved noticing that you were panicking, "Hi (d/n), for dinner, we are having pizza also does Denki want to stay for dinner if so he must ask for permission from his parents, you know the drill." You shivered at the use of that name again, although you were used to it after all. Denki nodded and noticed that you kind of needed him to stay, "Yes Mrs. (l/n) ill gladly stay, I'll ask my mother right now." Your mom went to her home office and you went back to playing your game, soon your dad came home pretty much the same scenario, then the pizza came, then you guys ate, then it was after.

"hhhey mom and dad uh, I am uh trans uh and I go by the name (y/n) uh uh" you started crying you were so worried about the response.  "well I support you honey, now what do you need us to do-" your father said, while your mother on the other hand, "what, you sure you're not in a phase- " your parents got into a heated argument your father was a scientist and knew that being trans isn't a phase while your mother just forgot the scientific perspective but in reality, she realized what she said was incorrect and not factually based. 

"Well honey, what do you need?" your father and mother said. "Hormone treatment such as testosterone you have to be around the age of 16 or older, but hormone blockers are recommended plus there are binders and other items so can we just start with a binder and hormone blockers maybe in the future-?" 

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you woke up in a hospital, you started having another panic attack just remembering the stress of coming out and the bus. you started looking around and saw Aizawa, Mina, and Denki, "wwhat happened the bus the bus hwat h-" you started hyperventilating at the fact that you started to remember the entire incident. "how did i- is that why- that can't be me right" Denki and Mina were just as confused as you were. Aizawa was allowed to disclose this information luckily. 

to be continued..

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HEYY I FINALLY UPDATED alright i know this is short but like shhhhhhhhhhhh 

anyways uh i finally got a chapter done woohoo thank god- anyways enjoy!! i know its angsty but there will be fluff later i promise-