Fire and Electricity [Denki x Trans Reader]

The day i fell out of love | Chapter 11

Lowercase intended :] 

tw// March 16th, cursing, caps, thought of death (not s*cidal just thoughts of someone being d*ad), mentions of s*cide. 

5 years later

your pov

I was on patrol 

on March 16th. 

fucking bullshit. 

this day can rot in hell

still in pain from the day i fell out of love 

or so i thought

he was dead right? 

he was dead. 

was he? 

his adorable smile

his strength 

his love

his cuddles

they were gone, right? 

RIGHT. 

then i got a call. 

"hey y/n..."

it was Mina, it was ALWAYS business-related when she sounded like that 

"did something happen in the area you are patroling do i need to go there?" 

"no its not that i got,,, him." 

",,, hey y/n good to hear your voice again..." 

i sobbed at the voice.

i wanted to hear it

but

i didnt

i loved him 

but

i hated him 

i cared for him

but 

i couldn't care less..

i froze

"what.. who are you." 

i pretended to not know him

but i did

i knew him

all

too 

well. 

"n/n I'm sorry-" 

"DO NOT IM SORRY ME.

I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD

DONE FOR

GONE FOREVER

BUT HERE YOU GO POPPING UP HERE OUT OF THE BLUE." 

"mina. where are the fuck are you." i said with a voice that showed i was trying to prevent myself from breaking down 

"im near my apartment" 

i ran

i ran

AS FAST AS I COULD

i was there

i saw him

he looked

n o r m a l 

BULLSHIT. 

he was dead

HE WANTED TO KILL ME 

HE WANTED TO KILL US

but i still love him.

UGH

"... n/n, better not  be wearing your binder..." 

he said that quietly 

he was scared of  me 

HE WAS SCARED OF ME. 

ME?? 

HE ALMOST KILLED US. 

"im not talking to you im leaving." 

i stated i wanted to run away

run away

i felt like a coward 

"STOP- don't go.. Denki has something to say-" 

"Say it before i go you motherfucker." 

and don't EVER call me that again. 

It's (hero name) now." 

"well.. (hero name)... i um... i want to apologize i still love you i left the league of villains i got on the right track i went to prison, i went to college and i did what i had to do to survive i have a good job now and i wish we could still be together. you can go now (hero name)" 

i started sobbing

i broke down

"i- i still hate you but i love-" 

he kissed me

i pulled away immediately. 

"NO I HAVE TO LET GO- YOU'VE HURT ME TOO MUCH-" 

i kissed him again.

and i left him

for good. 

5 more years later. 

March 16th 

a day that used to cause me harm

but now im happy i fell in love with another hero and i cared for him.

he cared for me and loved me 

but sometimes

i just

remember him 

and i hope he's doing well

2nd person pov.

little does he know he died. 

killed

himself

he needed you

and you left. 

_________________________________________________ well that's all folks enjoy :] 

i know i know im evil 

i will be coming up with a writing schedule for my fanfics coming out 

thank you for reading fire and electricity 

its over 

bye bye for now