Secrets (Book 2 of "Rock Bottom") // A Tony Lopez Story\\

Chapter 15

Y/N: Mm
Let it burn, and let me go with it
Let it burn 'cause there's beauty in it
Let it fall, it's time that it's finished
It's time, it's time, it's time

And everyone wonders why I never let them inside
Surrounded by enemies, they'll never let me survive
Surrounded by traitors, so how could I let that shit slide?

It's fuck you and off with your head
I'll pour one for you when you're dead
Betrayed mе, I'll never forget it
Onе day I'll come back with a vengeance, for my revenge 

I dropped out
I had to find my way out
This has to be my break now
I can't afford a breakdown
So rack another line now
I gotta catch my flight out
Look how they wanna ride now

Now, it's all night
Put it on "his" tongue, I just popped mine
Uber up the hills, why would I drive?
Pop another pill, this is my prime
I'ma give another bump 'cause "he" asked nice
Oh, I'm always on the road
Or back home on the coast

They know I've earned it
Life is turning
Nights in Berlin
The bridge is burning
Oh let it burn
Mm, let 'em burn

'Cause nobody's riding with me to the ends
So I'm tired of pretending
Like we're making amends
Like I didn't take offense
Like you believed in my plans
And held me down in the trenches
But you're not my mans, though
So fuck out your feelings, bro

I've been on my own
Fighting through the storm
Never sell my soul
'Til the day I fold
'Til the day I go

Another line of blow
Is this the life I chose?
There's nothing out here for me
But expensive drugs and these L.A. hoes

If you don't want me, go
'Cause I used to think that
Everybody left me
'Til I realized
I'm the one
That let's them go

Haan: And that's a wrap!

I smiled as I walked out the studio booth and Laroi had the biggest smile on his face. He looked really happy and I loved it for him

Laroi: That was fire. You are the Goat

Y/N: Thank you kind sir but you are a 17 year old millionaire

Laroi: That's what happens when you work hard. Hey, mom and I need to talk to you real quick

Y/N: Okkkkkk...?

He grabbed my hand and led me to the room mom was moving in and knocked

Mom: Yes?

He opened the door and she smiled

Mom: Hey!

Laroi: Hey mom. 

Mom: Have a seat, we want to talk to you about something

I waddled to a loveseat in the corner and sat down as Laroi sat on the arm of it

Mom: Ok, what we're about to tell you will be either great or bad news to you 

Laroi: And I highly doubt you'll be upset about it and I'm sure you will find it amazing

I furrowed my eyebrows

Y/N: Ok, what the hell are you talking about?

They looked at each other and Laroi nodded

Mom: Ok, so back when you were maybe, 4 maybe 5, do you remember I was pregnant?