I wish I were Sapnap (DISCONTINUED)

𝑲𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒂 𝑾𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝑯𝒆 𝑾𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒅.

Writer's block hit me like a female dog y'all. Anychow, I've been like really depresso recently so I haven't really been up to date with stuff and all that which is also why I haven't updated this in a while ^^' my apologies <3

Nick's POV
I lay in my bed, remembering that I have school tomorrow and have to deal with yet another day of boring classes. Clay hadn't stopped texting me about mine and George's little plan agreement. Guess it worked? Honestly, I still don't know why that was the first thing that came to mind but whatever. Kinda felt like hanging out with George again though. I'll text him.

    I tap on the Messages app, tap on George's name and start typing, "Hey Gogy! Kinda bored rn, you wanna hang out?" I wait a few minutes for a response then hear my phone ding as a message pops up at the top of my screen. "Sure. Wanna go out or hang out at mine or your place?" I thought for a moment as I opened his text. "We could watch anime here at my place?" I've been wanting to watch Hunter x Hunter with George. I mean it is one of my favorites after all. A message popped up at the top of my screen again as I read it. "Alright, Weebnap, I'll be there in a few." He read then saw the text bubble pop up, indicating that he was typing more. "Pay for my Uber, please? 🥺" I rolled my eyes and sighed as I began to type again. "Fine, just use my account. You have it right?" Not even a minute later, I get a text back. "Yep! Thanks, Nick! :D" I giggled lightly as I read the message then put my phone down. "Time to clean..! Yay..." I sigh as I started cleaning up around my room a bit.

    About twenty minutes later or so, I hear my doorbell ring. "Nick! Someone's here to see you!" I heard my mom call from the kitchen. I leave my room and head over to the living room to greet my best friend.

    "Ello Gogy!" I spoke to him while adding an accent to my words. "Hi" George simply responded. "I smiled towards my mom as George and I went to my room. "Did you clean?" George asked as I watch him flop onto my bed. "Yeah, a bit.. wanna do anything before watching tv or do you just wanna watch tv?" He thought for a moment. "We can watch some of it then we could go out and hang out someplace else?" I nodded my head. "Sounds like a plan" I put the anime on the tv then got comfortable sitting behind George on my bed. He laid on his stomach and watched as the intro played on screen.

Time skip brought to you by...... me getting distracted by Ranboo's stream every two seconds. ❤️Ranboo my beloved❤️

Third POV
    The two were now walking down the sidewalk, headed to the mall to just hang out and see what they find around the place. George was deep in thought as he walked next to Nick. He thought about Clay and Floris... he knew he needed to push those thoughts away but as much as he tried to they'd just come back. "Kinda wish he were dead.." the brunette mumbled. "What?" Nick raised an eyebrow as he looked at the older male. "Uh- nothing. Nothing important" Nick stared at him for a few seconds then decided to just shrug it off.

Clay's POV
    I sit in my room alone thinking whether it was a mistake to talk to Floris as a distraction from my feelings or not. I sat at my desk, head in hands, as I just continued talking. I miss him..? I think to myself, yet question, at the same time. Did he really move on from me that quick? Did he lie? Was I an asshole for pushing my feelings away and using Floris as a distraction? Floris is a nice guy, I'll admit. But maybe using him to be my distraction was bad. 

Third POV
    Clay continued asking himself questions until a specific one hit him. Have my two best friends been dating behind my back? And for how long..? The blond sighed as he laid his head down on his desk. H wasn't feeling miserable. The guy he still has feelings for is dating his best friend. And there was nothing he could do but accept their relationship no matter how much it hurt him. Love really is more painful than any physical pain, isn't it? He questioned himself.

    Clay lifted his head up off his desk and turned on his pc and monitor. "Guess I'll stream for a bit to get my mind off shit," he mumbled to himself as he got set up. He grabbed a snack from his kitchen and some water then went back to his room and started the stream. He sat there, talking to the people that were there from the offline chat as he waited for the notification to go out and was finally feeling happy to be streaming again.

Back to Nick and George we go

Nick was scrolling through his phone as he walked next to George when he saw a notification bubble pop up. "Clay's streaming?" he spoke while passing his phone over to George to see. "Huh, that's new" George shrugged after his response. "Let's stalk him" Nick spoke with a giggle, being followed by a chuckle coming from George and a nod as his response.

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Word count: 1019

Small rant coming ahead!

I kinda miss this one person tbh. Sure they hurt me n shit like that but when you get attached you get attached! I'm slowly starting to move on tho! :D still depressed af tho. I'm starting to take medication now for depression and anxiety and such so that's pretty pog. :) unrelated but I'm such a fucking c!Ranboo and c!Tommy kinnie:,) anyways, thanks for coming to my Ted talk if you took your minute to read this <3

Edit: Most/All errors fixed