I wish I were Sapnap (DISCONTINUED)

𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝑰 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑺𝒂𝒑𝒏𝒂𝒑...

Fun fact, I'm starting this chapter in school, tehe... on the school computer... oh god I hope no one's looking at me. Anyways, again, like the last chapter, I'm sorry for taking so long to write this new chapter, I've been struggling to find motivation plus I've been stuck with a bunch of shit from school, spare me plz

edit: I listened to Misery x CPR on repeat for the last bits of this chapter lmao it gives me so much serotonin you have no idea

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Third POV

   The door slowly opened as someone peeled through. "Oh, it's you," Sapnap said with a smile. "Come in, Gogs" He spoke as he opened the door more for the shorter male. "Thanks, Sap.." George spoke with a downish tone of voice. "Are you okay?" Sapnap closed the door and led him up to his room. "George? Talk to me, what was the important thing you wanted to talk about..?" George sighed then looked up at his boyfriend with a small smile. "Before you get worried, because I know how you are, no, I'm not breaking up with you." Sapnap let out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding in. "Okay, then what is it?" Sapnap stared into his eyes. "Well- ugh, it's so dumb. I ran into Clay at the park by accident. Think he was on a walk or some shit but he said some really stupid stuff." George spoke with a frown and an annoyed look. "What did he say?" Sapnap asked in a patient and calm tone of voice. "He told me that he fucking USED Fundy to forget about his feelings towards me! Don't get me wrong, yes, I'm angry that he chose to ignore his feelings but I'm even more pissed off at the fact that he used another human being just for his benefits." George's huffed. "He apologized and all- I didn't accept because- what the fuck? Yah know." Sapnap nodded as he continued to listen to his boyfriend ramble on. "I don't know Sapnap. I'm trapped. I like you and I think I might actually... love you but I'm not ready for that- sorry- I just... no. I'm happy. I'm in a stable relationship with a caring boyfriend who won't fuck me over. I'm doing good. I'm hoping." George spoke as he finally ended his ranting session. "Well. That must've been a lot for you but just know I'm here anytime you need it and I'm patient enough as well." Sapnap spoke as he placed his hand, gently, on George's cheek. George smiled and went in to hug Sapnap. Sapnap gladly accepted the hug and held on to him for who knows how long.

Third POV

   "I won't lie, I'm getting real tired of all this shit. I feel like such a horrible person for the things I did and all and I don't know how to go back or fix things." Dream ranted to the person in front of me. "Yeah, I get it. Don't get me wrong I am a little upset at you for using me but I get where you're coming from." Fundy put a hand on Dream's shoulder as a form of comfort. The blond sighed. "What am I supposed to do? They both blocked me. I have no way to contact them and they both avoid me at school. I miss them..." he paused. "A lot." He looked down at his phone. Nothing on it except his lock screen background of him, Sapnap, and George. "I fucked up real bad." He finally said.

   Dream was now alone in his room, thinking back. "I still remember... third of December, him in my sweater. I told him he looked better with it than it did me... only if he knew how much I liked him... but I watched his eyes as he walked by... what a sight for sore eye... brighter than the blue sky... he's got him mesmerized... while I... die." He spoke to himself. "Why did I even kiss him? He's so fucking pretty. I gave him my sweater, it was just polyester. But he liked him better... I wish I were..." He rested his face on the palm of his hands as he began to go into yes another sad episode. 

   As the days went by, Dream couldn't help but think about George and Sapnap. Every time he saw them, they looked so happy. It hurt him. He wanted to be able to hang out with them again. He didn't care anymore if his childhood best friend was dating the man he fell in love with. Well, maybe a little. But he can't be too mad. After all, It's his fault he ended up alone. Besides Fundy. Thank god he was an understanding person otherwise Dream would be majorly alone. 

George's POV

    I left school with Sapnap as we talked about video ideas or stream ideas, considering we haven't done any content at all besides posting on Twitter or our stories. We stopped at the gas station to get some snacks and then headed to his house. once we got there, we said hi to his mom and made our way upstairs to his bedroom. "How about we stream on my channel? I'll make the stream title, 'GOGY IS HERE WITH ME' or something?" Sapnap suggested. "do it, we'll get extra views haha." I smiled as he responded. "Bet." He started setting up his stream as I pulled a chair over to sit next to him to mess with him or the stream. Once everything was set up, Sapnap started the stream. He did his usual 'welcome' stream and played music to wait for more people to start joining the stream. About ten minutes later, almost 100k viewers were waiting for Sapnap and me to turn on his webcam. About twenty seconds before Sapnap's countdown ended I got a mischievous idea to suddenly pull his face towards me and give I'm a kiss on the cheek. of course, I did it. but his face started getting red and I couldn't help but giggle. His webcam turned on and he stared at it, speechless. I nudged him a little and he snapped out of his little trance. "Hey everyone! Welcome to the stream, welcome!" He spoke energetically. he lightly punched the side of my thigh and I just covered my mouth to not laugh out loud. I was out of frame so the stream couldn't see me as I made faces at sapnap.

   We were having fun on the stream, he played games or reacted to stuff. I glanced over at the chat and froze on the spot at what I saw. It was Dream saying stuff in chat. Of course, it wasn't bad stuff, he just said that he missed us and shit like that. that was enough to make chat go wild though. they started spamming shit like, "VC WITH DREAM" or "CALL DREAM" and some were just his name. It felt overwhelming. It shouldn't but it still did. I whispered to sapnap that I was gonna go to the bathroom and that I'd be back in a moment. I'm sure he saw the messages too so he probably understood. I heard him say "Fuck off Dream" in a lighthearted tone of voice. Though I'm sure he only said it like that so chat wouldn't go even wilder. 

Sapnap's POV

   I heard the door to the bathroom shut, then I pulled out my phone. "Okay chat, while our beloved George goes to the bathroom, I'm going to go grab us something to drink. I'll be back in a moment!" I called to the chat as I was already leaving the room. I dialed a number into my phone and waited for the other end to pick up. 'Hello?' I sighed before I started speaking. "Clay, you need to stop this bullshit. Do you have any idea how much damage you've done to George because of your idiot ass? Thankfully, he still has me to at least be here for him, unlike you." He was silent. Maybe he was thinking, but he was definitely still listening to me. Finally, he spoke again. 'Nick, I'm really sorry to the both of you. genuinely. I regret what I did to George. So much. I just want to be able to talk to you guys like before. I truly am sorry.' I paused for a moment. I was pissed, of course. But he did sound genuine. He must know that George and I are dating now, so I was kind of expecting him to hate me, but I guess not? "I can't accept your apology, Clay. I wasn't the one you hurt. The apology is to him, not me. I can pass a message if you want, but I can't guarantee his response." I spoke. Hopefully, I sounded clear enough. 'Okay. That's okay with me. Can you tell him...'

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Lol, please don't hate me for leaving yall on a cliff hanger <3 ily guys :D