I wish I were Sapnap (DISCONTINUED)

𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝑪𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝑰 𝑯𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝑯𝒊𝒎?

Third POV
    It was the weekend and George was just sitting in his room, bored out of his mind while he threw a baseball in the air and catching it as a form of entertainment. He thought about hopping online and checking around the server but decided to save that thought for later and go out to get some food instead.

    "I'm going out, mum!" He called out to his mom who quickly responded with a, "okay, stay safe!" From the living room.

    George got in his car and connected his phone to the Bluetooth system then started playing his playlist. He hummed along to some of the music as he drove then eventually made it to the place he wanted to get food at. He parked the car, took the keys out, then got out and made his way to the place. He was distracted by his phone, yet knew exactly where he was going and made his way over to the line. He stood there for a bit, waiting his turn as he scrolled through Twitter as his current source of entertainment.

    As time passed by, George finally got his food and he decided to sit outside at one of the tables. It was pretty chilly outside but it was fine considering he was wearing Clay's hoodie again. "I should probably give it back..." he mumbled to himself then took a bite from his food. He continued eating his food and scrolling through his phone until it was about time he left. He threw his trash away then made his way back over to his car. George stayed in there and kinda just vibed to the music playing in the background why still looking through his phone. Finally, he put it down and started driving to a nearby cafe to get himself some coffee to stream later when he got home.

George's POV
    'UGH, I've been waiting in line forever, what's taking so long?? So help me if it's another Karen asking for the manager I'll-' I was interrupted from my thoughts as I heard a familiar voice call out my name. "George!" I heard them again then looked back. I saw Clay and Floris sitting at a booth together and if I'm being honest, it made me feel insecure for some reason... "hey guys..!" I responded, sounding as believable as I could. "Are you still streaming tonight?" Clay asked as he was approaching me. "Yeah, I'm gonna try and get Sapnap to stream with me tonight, too. Hopefully, he doesn't pull some crap on me and says he can't, again." I complained. "Yeah, haha. Anyways, what have you been up to?" I really just wanted coffee, I didn't feel like talking but I mean, oh well. "Not much, just editing and stuff." I shrugged. 'Why is the line still taking so long??' Yeah, I was still focusing on getting my coffee, so what? "I see you're still wearing my hoodie?" Clay asked with a light chuckle. I became rather flustered and turned back to the line. "Yeah, sorry- it was the first one I saw, I'll give it back at school tomorrow so I can wash it," I spoke, glancing down at my phone. "Alright, thanks" 'huh?' I looked back up at him, slightly confused since he usually lets me keep his things a little longer but I just let it slide instead. "I'm gonna go back to Floris now. I'll talk to you later and probably tune into your stream." He spoke and walked back towards where Floris was sitting. "Yeah alright, can't wait..!" I responded with a smile.

    "That coffee took longer than it should've..." I mumbled to myself as I stepped into my home. "I'm back!" I called out, receiving a welcoming response soon afterward. I made my way over to my room and closed the door behind me, set my coffee on my desk then sat down on my bed. I took the hoodie off then just held it in my hands.

⚠️TW ¿MINOR? PANIC ATTACK⚠️

Third POV
    George started to overthink the situation between him, Clay, and Floris. 'What if he leaves me for him? They've become friends in a matter of days and-' He kept rambling in his head, occasionally mumbling, as negative thoughts started corrupting his mind. He struggled to breathe and held his hand over his chest as he attempted to calm himself down. He was struggling through and instead just let his thoughts take over as he cried, wishing they would stop. "He prob-bably thinks I'm n-not worth it if he's j-just- m-moved on from o-our friend-ship that f-fas-st" he stuttered from his crying. It was about time he should have started streaming but things got out of hand and here he was.. having a panic attack alone in his bedroom.

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    A few minutes later, he sat in silence until he felt his phone buzz then start going off. He picked up and answered without reading the caller ID. "H-hello?" He stuttered. 'Hey du- Woah, did you just stutter? Are you okay man?' "Haha, y-yeah, I'm alright Sapnap, just-..." 'you had another panic attack, huh? Let's put streaming to the side. You wanna hang out? We could go wherever you want?' "Woah, hehe- Sapnap being nice to me? Am I dreaming?" George giggled. Nick scoffed hearing him then spoke. 'Come on, you need a break, I've seen you, I've seen how distant Clay has become from us and how it's affected you.' George was silent again. He felt like crying again because he knew Nick was right but he wanted to deny it. 'I'll be over in fifteen, be ready by then, okay?' Nick spoke through the phone. George responded with a quiet, "okay" then hung up. He stood up and looked at himself in the mirror then gave himself a weak smile. "I should hate him... I really should..." he spoke about Floris. "But how could I hate him...?" He wondered with a sad look.

Word count: 1004

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Edit: Most/All errors fixed.