The night I died
You weren't there
I was alone
And scared
Gasping for air
In a sea of blank faces
No recognition to be found
I had to use everything I had
To die alone
And come through the other side
On my own
Snaking my arms around my chest
Breathing into my soul
Starting over
I can never tell you this
I can never let you know
This time
Things will be different
