The second chance I want

Ch-1

Family...... Yes.... When you are connected with your family too much they will step on your life also.... That's what I feel. A guy who is 23 years old still needs to take decision from his parents. Yes me, Sarawat Guntithanon can't even take say no to my parents. Why..... I don't know. Maybe I'm just so easy to my parents and how can I not.... My mother is lying on her bad , fighting with her life. She always wanted to see my happy but I failed on this. My father who is still a CEO, he thought I'll take after him but in his disappointment I'm not interested in this, I'm a professional photographer and I think only this profession suits me well.
And also I never did good in my school and uni life.... Basically I am a huge disappointment for them. But luckily I have my uncle besides my father. He is like a big brother to me. Because of the big age difference with my uncle and my father, my father always taken care of him like his child. Thanks to my uncle for fulfill the dream of my parents because of him my parents didn't expect those things from me. But now they're getting old.. All the things i did that age when I need to follow their words but didn't care about them, those things are killing me now and this is the only time I have. I can also follow them. I maybe mentioned that I can't say no to them but the truth is I always ignore them till now I'm ignoring them just some of their rules were stucked in my heads when I was young and that's lead me to a wrong path that's why I'm changing myself by ignoring some of their old rules and by following some of their words. I don't know in which path I'll go in the future but right now the most important this for me is searching him.
I'm going to visit my parents after 2 months. I went to overseas for a photoshoot and that was a big time project for me everything is done now I'm free and my parents asked me to visit them as soon as possible.

' Swadee kha.... Phaw..... It's nice to see you after so many days '.

' Wat... Take a sit here '.

' wait phaw let me see mae.... How is she '

' She is fine now and a good news for you she can walk now.... You sit here , you can see her now she is coming '.

' ohhhhh wow that's really good to hear '.

I'm really happy that my mae is now okay..... I almost loose all my hopes about her walking again but after hearing it..... This happened because of my uncle's ex wife.... My mae always takes care of her as her daughter in law but suddenly she proposed  divorce and my mae got ill after she leave. The pain she can't take and she had heart attack. After a long treatment when she came home one day suddenly she lost her balance and fell from the stairs that lead her to break her left legs. The pain of lossing her favorite girl she always lost in her thoughts and by this she broke her leg. It happened 2 and half years ago now when I am finally back to my home, she is okay and she can now walk.

'Phaw where is little Nick..... '

' ohhh he is in the daycare '.

' okay '.

' Wat..... You came home..... Do u know how much I miss you.... Look I can walk now Wat '.

' mae....... I'm really happy and yes I am finally home and from now I'm going to work in this city so I can go to my work place from home '.

' ohhhhh that's great then I'll tell our maid to clean your room and for today you can take rest in my room baby.... It's been a long I want to talk with you so many things '.

' mae you please sit here.... It's bad for you to stand for too long '.

' it's okay son..... I'm so happy today finally you are here and one more news ... You are going to definitely be happy after hearing this '.

' and what is this '

' your uncle is going to marry '.

' really'

' yes '

After coming home I heard one more happy news..... About my uncle..... His first marriage was a disaster..... My parents maybe don't know but my uncle told me that that girl always arguing with him with small matters and after my nephew was born suddenly she force my uncle to divorce her and she leave her 2 days old child with uncle. That time my mae also gets ill..... It was a baddest time we were having. But finally all the happiness came in my home..... I'm happy for my family but deep inside I need to solve my problem to join their happiness.

' mae where his phi Mike.... '

I don't call him uncle.... He is like my brother not my uncle he is just 31 years old and I'm 23 only 8 years difference. My phaw loves him a lot. He always feel proud of his brother but their relationship is not like brothers it's more like a father -son relationship. My nephew also called my father grandfather .

' ohhh Mike.... He went to his partners house..... Today he will take his partner to our home to introduce us.... '

' ouuu so I came on the right day '

' yes..... Okay so after lunch can u pick Nick from his daycare he will definitely be happy after seeing you '.

' okay mae '.

After that I went to pick up my nephew.
He is just 2 years old now I guess.... He is a mix of my uncle and her ex partner. I wonder why my uncle is Remarrying . Because of Nick. After Devi (Nick's biological mother) leave them Nick always cried that time I was studying at Canda. My mae used to tell me about my nephew.... Nick always cried my mother was ill so she can't take care of him and they hire some nannys but all his nights were sleepless.... One day Nick get ill it's happened 8 months ago then they took him to the doctor and the doctor told ... Nick needs mother's love he is so emotional.... He needs someone to take cares of him genuinely maybe that give my uncle to take this path. But I am happy he needs someone who can takes care of both of them. That time uncle married Devi by arrange marriage but now he is choosing someone with whom he is love.

I guess I need to do the same but I am not in love with my so called girlfriend. Yes I have a girlfriend whom I forgot it's funny right . I was never in a serious relationship with her when I met her. Basically it was father's plan.... She is my father's best friend's daughter. But I am not in love with her that I can say..... But I always ignore my parents and now I have to follow them.... I know I'm going to end up as my uncle but still I think by this my parents will notice that they were always wrong in my decision.

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