The second chance I want

Ch -7

'Tine can we talk '

All the memories were roaming inside my head how I used to avoid Tine when he tried to talk with me.
In those days Tine used to gather all his courage to talk with me and now I am doing the same thing.

'Hmm'

'How are you Tine '?

'I am fine and you '

'I am..... Also okay '

No I'm definitely not okay.... How can be okay where my heart is in the verge of sinking in the deep sea after seeing you.

How can I tell you that I am sorry. My heart is aching so much like I want to cry so bad. My eyes are getting teary.... I am not here to cry right. But after seeing him talking with me I became emotional.

'Hmm'

'Tine.... '

'Yesss'

'Is this true that you are marrying my uncle '

'Yes.... But I don't think you have any problems P'Sarawat because I'm not chasing after you '

Yes you are not chasing me but this time my heart is chasing after you.

'No why should I have problems.... I am happy for you and my uncle that you are starting a new life but I didn't thought that these will happen this early '

'Hmmm..... Nick wants me and we have to do it for him as soon as possible '

'Just for Nick... And what about Mike '

'Yes also for him '

My heart was crying all the time. No I definitely don't want them to be together I want Tine to be with me. At first when I thought that if I found Tine then I'll say him sorry but now when I met him my heart is telling me to make him mine to tell him that I want him to tell him to accept me to tell him can I have a chance.

But I think it's too late now. All the things happen between me and him in the past it was  telling me to step back from him. I hurt him a lot.... In so many ways. I can't even think that this day will came in mah life I have never had ever think when I was busy ignoring Tine and trying to make troubles for him that today my heart will beg for him. The memories were feeling bitter .

But Sarawat this is the time.... Tell him what you want to tell him before meeting the disaster of your life at least try .

'Tine.... I am sorry.... For what I did in the past.... I was so immature that time. What I did was definitely very bad and I am feeling embarrassed now.... That time I didn't get the chance to know your true self but after hearing about you from Phi Mike's mouth I am feeling very bad that I lost the opportunity..... Tine I know this is very late to ask you.... But..... Can.... I.....'

'Mommy.... Mommy.... I am here.... Mommy '

'Nick.... You came home..... '

'Yes mommy.... I asked daddy to drive really fast hehehe '

'Awww my baby... Come here to mommy...... Did you have fun in your daycare.... Did you made friends.... '

'Yes mommy I made two friends.... They even share toffees with me '

'Very good...next time you will share your toffees with them okayyy baby.... '

'Yes mommy '

'Ouu Sarawat you are also here.... '

'Yes phi Mike.... '

'So did you two talk '