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Harry's POV
I wasn't even tired, I just wanted to be close to her. Even if I'm not with her for 5 minutes, I miss her. It's pathetic but it's true. I must say, I have never felt this way before. When louis and I were a thing, we were always together, either on tour or living together, and our relationship was completely different compared to Diana and I's. she has this innocent yet devilish aura. I'm sure she can be a bitch when she wants to but her innocent side shows 99% of the time. As I lay here, admiring this amazing girl in front of me, who makes these cute little snores every once in a while, I just imagine what our future would be like.
After saying those 3 words to her even though she was asleep, was such a relief. But now all I can think of is our future, if there will even be a future. What happens after tour is finished? Will we still see each other? I have no idea. She's probably going to go back to her shop. Live her life. This is now stressing me out. I need air. Her hands were tangled in my curly hair, she just does that nowadays. I untangle myself from her, replacing my body with a pillow. She moves a little, adjusting to the pillow. I close the curtain once I got out. I needed to splash water on my face, I just need to stop overthinking. There was a bathroom inside the common area where the boys still sit and play games. They notice me when I shut the door again behind me. they didn't have time to even say hi because I'm already inside the very tiny bathroom. I look myself in the mirror telling myself to just chill. I splash cold water on my face and drying it with a towel. I kind of feel better. I can't tell for sure. "hazza mate, you alright?" Liam asks as I left the bathroom.
"yeah.. yeah. Just hot" I lie. I don't think I can tell them that I said I love you to Diana, one, they'll probably spill the news to her and she will be in a very awkward situation, and two, Louis is in the room and I don't think me mentioning my relationship with her will make things better between this whole Louis being a bitchy bitch to Diana. I sit down opposite Louis, trying to distance myself from him. He stares at me with a blank face as if he doesn't know what emotion is. This side of him always scares me. He can be super soft and happy but if one thing doesn't go his way, he becomes a dick. "you wanna play?" Niall interrupts my thoughts.
"uh yeah. Pass the controller", he chucks the controller to me and starts to find a game to play. I'm not fussed about the choice of game, I just need to be distracted from the fact I just spilled my feelings to Diana and I don't even know if she heard me or not. I hate it when I get so paranoid, it's always something I struggled with at times. "Dude, Harry, you just died bro" Niall grabbed my attention, I didn't even realise he started the game. I was so lost in thought. "shit. I'm actually just gonna chill at the front" I think I should have time alone.
"uh yeah mate, see you later". I know the boys are probably concerned about me, but I'm fine, just overthinking. I lie flat on the red leather couch, facing the ceiling. The red LED lights across the corners of the bus glow and gives this room a calm and dark vibe.
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