heartsore [spencer reid x reader]

one-explain

  THIS CHAPTER IS GOING TO BE VERY SHORT.. TW: VOMITTING

       you looked up into the mirror. you didn't realize how much of a mess you were. your cheeks and eyes were puffy and red, with mascara running down your face, people would obviously know you had been crying. your hair was tangled and a mess, and it looked like you hadn't slept in days. you didn't. the bags under your eyes were darker than usual. the last time you got a good night's sleep was when you were in spencer's arms. just thinking about it made you feel like you needed to puke. you ran over to the toilet and fell to the ground, starting to cry again. as you finished puking you heard a knock at the door and saw morgan half open it.
        "hey kid are you okay?" he asked.
        "under the circumstances," you mumbled.
       "okay i'm here if you need anything. i just came in to tell you, they're ready for you."
       you quickly stood up and ran over the sink. you turned the water on and splashed the cold water across your hot skin as morgan slid back out of the bathroom. you tried to comb through your hair with your fingers as you turned around and walked out of the door.

                           
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"agent y/l/n can you please explain to me the best you can how this happened? I want you to talk us through every decision, every detail that was made and how you were all lead to make them."
             you sat there zoning out staring at the large bandage on your thigh, not hearing a word anyone was saying. you were thinking about spencer. you wished he were here with you, his soft touch made you feel warm. even though under your bandages you were covered in third degree burns, you still felt cold.you missed him. you continued to think about him until a voice pulled you back into reality.
             "agent y/l/n?" the head of the senate committe asked as he stared you down.
              you lifted your head up slowly "hm?"
              "agent y/l/n the things you and your team did cost you an agent."
              you sat there looking at the committe in front of you at a loss for words.
             "agent y/l/n i need you to explain what led to what happened to dr.spencer reid."

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A/N

first chapter!! i dont know how i feel about this because i'm very self concious about my writing but i hope it's not too bad, i'm not sure if/or when anyone is going to read this story but if you do please let me know what you think!! also please don't mind the title of this chapter i didn't know what else to put.