ratatouille ; tommyinnit

seven;

this one is kind of sad just a little but

Another day. You yawned as your eyes adjusted, you had completely forgotten you weren't at home for a moment. Tommy greeted you with a smile, as you just smiled back, opening your phone. You ignored the messages from Wilbur, you'd read them later.

Tommy would be streaming soon, so you had to be quick in the shower. Eventually you decided you'd just shower after the stream, it'd be easier. You faintly listened, it was never a big deal, but this time he was streaming with someone different.

Your insecurities beginning to make you doubt, the two sides of your head arguing back and forth.

Tommy isn't like that.
What if she's prettier than you?
He wouldn't.
What if he falls for her?
You know he won't.
But, what if he falls in love and..
He isn't like that, he would never... right?

You tried to tune out, checking the messages from Wilbur. 

wilby<3 please come back
please

As you read those messages you heard Tommy end stream, still talking to that one girl, your brain arguing with itself once again.

"I really enjoyed streaming with you, maybe we can stream again sometime soon?" You weren't sure why you were like this, probably insecurities from past relationships. 

"I mean, I don't see a problem with meeting up soon! Yeah! You seem really cool and maybe we could record a video?" He had a wide smile on his face as he spoke.

He's happier talking to her.
Stop... he'd never
Can you not see? He's so much happier, what if he meets her and falls?
He wouldn't. I know him.
What if you don't...? What if he...-

Tears began to well in your eyes, you couldn't handle this. You pulled on some shoes and rushed down the stairs, rushing out the door and heading over to a park you used to go to with your brother whenever you were sad when you were younger.

Hearing your phone ping as you sat onto a bench, trying your hardest not to start balling. You were so insecure, and for what? He would never... right...? 

tomas<33 y/n?
y/n is something wrong??

Hearing someone sit next to you and put their hand on your back you jumped, moving away, before looking up. There was the familiar face you needed deep down. That curly brown hair and brown eyes. You quickly threw yourself into his arms.

"What did I tell you Y/N..?"
"I know Wilby...."

You began to sob while your older brother wrapped his arms around you, hearing your phone repeatedly ping, and after about 10 minutes of crying into your brothers arms you looked up.

"I'm sorry I didn't listen.."
"No.. don't be." His tone was that soft comforting one he always had when you were younger. You picked up your phone and looked down at it.

tomas<33 y/n, im worried
are you at least safe?

i'm staying with wilbur for the night

You switched it off and tried to put on a smile for Wilbur.  
"Do you mind if I stay with you.. just for tonight.. probably"

He just nodded, standing up, you doing the same, feeling his arm over your shoulder and you began to walk in the direction of your home. He kept you warm as your mind began to quiet down, making you feel at home again, you were with Wilbur. 

Arriving home, the familiar scent filling your nostrils, making you smile a little, no matter how annoyed you were at Wilbur you missed him, so much. All you needed to do was nod to him so he knew that you wanted some time alone.