Feel The Soul

Idol

We met as a coincidence
We were different yet so similar,
Why we were so awkward?
Never knew the reason.
You saw the glittery and shinny idol...
But you never knew the blades which carved the idol,
You will never know the mask I wore.
I was standing all alone wearing tattered gown,
Holding the thorns of Rose,
Piercing my hands.
What were you thinking that day?
You always saw the different picture.
There was something strange between us,
A fear of some secret?
Were you just my dream?
You just faded away like vapor.
Saw a star who will burn itself,
But will shine for others
I took your precious gem right?
Even I can't forgive myself.
Love me or hate me,
I wish you will forget me.
I wish we will cross the path again
But as a new name.
Until then I wish it was a dream.

Note: so it is a poem dedicated to someone I met online, we didn't talk much or I will say we never get to know each other well but that person taught me to be straightforward sometimes. I think I hurt that person so I wish that person can forgive and forget me. I wrote this cause I was feeling like we were so different but so similar at the same time. Lmao am I sounding weird? Well life is weird. Wherever you are I wish you the best.
I Know I am very bad at writing and all but this is the only way I feel better so bear with me, hehe. See ya and love ya.