First Fall of Snow

PART 2

'I remember when we met in the first snow, you are wearing a simple white dress but you still manage to look elegant'

'we're still young back then we don't realize how time is important'

'I always got in trouble just to see you my snow'

'even though my parents don't like you I still manage to see you every first fall of snow'

My heart aches while reading first pages of the book I don't know but why do I feel that I'll cry as soon as I keep reading the book
I just shrugged the feeling because I thought it's just a 'feeling' no need to worry.

In the next pages there is some pictures, not just pictures that printed in the books cause it's a real photo that attached on the book

The first photo was a little house, it is just simple
The second one was a picture of falling snow
The third one a picture of a two teens, the picture seems so old so it's a little bit blurry

'this is our first and last photo together'
'I'm sorry'

'We're in a legal age that time when my parents knew that we are still seeing each other'

'I cried a lot, and so you are'

'but that doesn't mean I'll stop seeing you in every first fall of snow'

'I still manage to go to you as I promise'

In the next page there's another pictures

The first one is a picture of a tree with a name on it "felicis, nix" I read there names when suddenly a tear escape in my left eyes.

'Am I crying?' I ask myself and again I just shrugged it and continue reading.

Now I'm at page 35 and it has only 50 pages

'there's one time of first fall of snow I didn't come to see you, not because I don't want to but because my parents lock me in my room'

'they are planning to bring me to korea so I can't meet you'

'there plan was successful'
'I'm really sorry'

'I was in korea but I'm still waiting for the first fall of the snow, hoping to see you again in your white dress'

'I hope you find your right man'
'I know you're mad at me nix'

I didn't notice that I was in the last page I wipe my tears cause it keeps falling
My heart is still aching

'back again in our first meet'

'I wish I can really back the time when I first meet you in first snow and run away with you my snow'

'I write this for you nix I know you can't read it but I wrote this until the day before I die'

'till our world across again my first snow, felicis'

I finished the book I close it and again wipe my tears away
I feel my heart is broken like it was scattered into small pieces
I'm hurt
It hurts I don't know why it's just like a diary of a boy but I don't know why I'm crying
Probably I understand his feelings while he wrote it? Yes, yes that's it

"It hurts isn't it?" The old woman spoke as she offer a tissue I accept it and answered her "yes it is" she giggles "do you want to know more about felicis and nix?" she ask and a sudden curiosity runs in my blood and I said yes.