Sidharth looked at his badi maa teary eyed, his innocent heart got filled with sadness at the way she was yelling at him. Looking down at his lap, he silently let the tears fall, not wanting to get scolded again cause of crying in front of her.
"Aap mujhe kyu datt raho ho? Maine toh kuch bhi nahi kiya na." He spoke softly, so innocently that anyone's heart would melt but not of Sujata who was getting annoyed with him and of taking care of him.
"Tune kuch nhi kiya? Haar baat par sir khata rehta hai. Kabhi yeh do kabhi wo do. Shehzade ke farmaishein hi nahi khatam hote hai. Mere pass paise nahi tere ilaaz mei uddane ke liye. Ek toh pata nahi kya musibat hai ab. Pehle hi zindagi haram karke rakha tha tune aur ab pagal bhi ho gaya hai. Ab tera pagalpan bhi mei hi jhelu? Tera theka lekar rakha hai maine? Kaun dega tere hospital ka kharcha. Itne bade hospital mei baith gaya ilaaz karwane kiske bharose?" Sujata fumed at him, who looked at her hurtfully.
His lips trembled as he spoke brokenly in child like voice, "Par badi maa maine subah se kuch nahi khaya, isliye khana manga. Mujhe bhook lagi thi."
"Toh mujhe usse kya? Main nahi lai hu tere liye koi khana whana. Mere pass itne paise nhi hai ki tere upar uddau. Jaa mang apne baap se." Sujata gritted.
"Papa toh nahi aayein mujhse milne ek baar bhi.. kaise mangu?" He spoke trying to not choke cause of his tears. His heart broke as she mentioned his dad. No body came to meet him. Was he that bad? Nobody loves him, if they did, they would come to meet him once.
"Kaun aayega tujh pagal se milne?" Sujata spat. She was irritated of him, knowing he was a waste of space for her.
"Main pagal hu?" Sidharth whispered softly, after hearing the word so many times from Sujata. He didn't know what pagal meant, but the way he saw the disgust in his badi maa's eyes, he knew it meant something bad.
"Haan tu hai pagal. Pata nahi kyu zinda bach gaya. Mar kyu nahi gaya." Sujata was just worried about the hospital payment which was in lakhs. She was cursing that he was alive cause of which now she had to waste so much money. She hated him to the limits.
"Badi ma-a aap toh mujhse pya-ar karti hai na phir ai-se ky-u bol rahi ha..i?" He spoke feebly, now full on hiccuping. His now child like heart didn't understand why was his badi maa was being so rude to him. He still tried to hope that she loves him. The innocent child heart thought that Sujata loves him and is just angry on him but now his heart was breaking as he was realising that she didn't love him.
Sujata had enough of this pagal. He was burden on her which his father discarded. She thought to just leave him rot there and let him worry about paying the hospital bills on his own. She cursed the lady who admitted him here. She wished that lady would have let him die. She couldn't waste her precious on him.
Sujata didn't even think about how will Siddharth pay when he had turned a child mentally.
"Tu pyaar ke kabil hi nahi hai-" Sujata started spitting venom again but this time a loud roar stopped her.
"Mrs Sujata Shukla!" Shehnaaz's voice boomed as she entered. Sujata started shaking after seeing her. She has seen Shehnaaz and her rudeness in the business parties she attended with her husband. Sujata knew that Shehnaaz was dangerous to mess with, and she prayed she wasn't the lady who saved Sidharth. She prayed that Shehnaaz didn't hear the venom she was spewing on Sidharth few moments ago.
"You are absolutely shameless Mrs Sujata. Aap aise kease bol sakti hai Sidharth ko. Aapko pata hai uski halat, pata hai wo abhi kitna fragile hai aur phir bhi aap bakwass kiye jaa rahi hain. Itna niche kease koi gir skta hai. Maine aapko inform kiya yeh soch kar ki aap family hain Sidharth ki, uska sath dengi. Yeh soch kar main jane wali thi wapas. Par jo maine abhi suna usse saaf pata chalta hai aap keasi aurat hain. Warna mujhe pata bhi nahi chalta ki aap kitna torture karti Sidharth ko. Wo toh acha hua ki maine sab kuch sun liya warna aap toh Sidharth ko mar hi deti." Shehnaaz fumed angrily, she was in all fighter mode. She couldn't believe Sujata said such venomous things to Sidharth. His health was not good, and instead of taking care of him, showering love on him, she is playing with his childish mind.
Sidharth sunk back into the bed, shivering at the loud voices. He was scared. Tears were steaming down endlessly as his mind accepted the fact that he was hated. He was unwanted.
"Haan toh galat kya kaha maine? Yeh pagal hai toh hai. Kaun bharega iske ilaaz ka paisa? Kaun uttaega iski zimedari? Ek pagal ko kaun rakhega apne ghar par? Mere bachun par galat asar parega. Main nahi rakhungi iss pagal ko." Sujata spat venom again. She couldn't bear the expenses of Sidharth no matter what. He was burden before too, and now he is more than a burden.
"Pagal wo nahi aap hain. Aapki nich soch hai. Aur aapko chinta karne ki zarurat nahi hai, mai bharungi sara bill. Aur bharungi kya maine bhar diya hai already. Aur kabardar agar wapas se Sidharth ko pagal bola toh. Barbad kar dungi aapko. You don't know who's Shehnaaz Kaur Gill. Aapke bachun pe Sidharth se nahi aapse galat asar parega kyunki aap insaan kehlane ke layak nahi hai. Bahut hi ghatiya insaan hain aap. Kaan khol kar sun lijiye aap, koi zarurat nahi hai aapko Sidharth ko rakhne ki, wo mere sath rahega. Mai khayal rakhungi iska. Aaj meri wajah se iski yeh condition hui hai aur mai hi isko thik karungi. Aap jaiye aur apne bachun pe dhiyan dijiye." Sujata smirked internally, relieved that she is free of this burden and her money is safe too.
"Thik hai. Main bhi dekhti hu tu kab tak bojh utthati hai iska. Tu bhi bahut jald isse bahar nikal phekegi." Sujata smirked, and went away without a second glance.
Shehnaaz banged the door loudly after Sujata went out, too angry at the things Sujata said. How can anyone be so heartless? How can someone be so insensitive? He was like her child, and she discarded him like a burden, calling him pagal on his face when he most probably didn't even know what that word means. Her heart soared in pain when she thought about how those things must have affected Sidharth. His was a kid by his mind now. He was so fragile. And how brutally his heart was broken by his own badi maa. What must he be going through.
Her eyes fell on Sidharth, and she felt a clench inside her heart once again after seeing his state. His face was tucked tightly between his knees, as his hiccups were loud and audible to her. The way his arms were shivering she knew, he was crying. Shehnaaz drowned in guilt at once. It all happened cause of her. It's cause of her that he's in this situation.
But she was determined to make him fine. She was bring the usual Sidharth back. She will heal him, and take care of him with all of her. It was her responsibility now. It was her need now.
"Sidharth..." She called softly, but sidharth just shook his head, afraid, shaking.
"Sidharth... Please?" This time Shehnaaz said even more softly, going towards him and caressing his hairs, trying to cajol him.
"Dekh meri taraf Sidharth." She slowly took away his hands covering his head.
"T-tum kaun ho?" Sidharth said, scared of her anger from earlier.
"Main Shehnaaz hu."
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My Broken Baby Hubby - Sidnaaz
FanficSHEHNAAZ AND SIDHARTH. ~ A baby version of Sidharth Shukla, and a caring version of Shehnaaz Kaur Gill. After an accident, sidharth starts behaving like a small kid. The ever so handsome and charming Sidharth Shukla turned into a cute and adorable...