He's My Addiction | Dreamwastaken x reader 16+

Alone.. or not | Plot

DREAM POV

No emotion could describe how I felt. Saying that I am hurt would be an understatement. I loved y/n, I still do. I don't know what I did for her to backstab me like that. When I saw her kiss Alex, my heart shattered. I was stuck, frozen, there was nothing I could do to make myself move. I understood that she had gotten drunk but she shouldn't have been drinking in the first place.

The minute I saw her hit the ground, my heart sank even more. I couldn't leave her there, I still cared. I could have been an asshole and completely ignore that she was suffering but that wasn't who I was, especially when it was someone who I truly did love.

I shake my head, trying to stop zoning out and begin focusing on the road again. I just got off my flight, alone. I drive at speed limit but every second I picture that kiss, it sent shivers down my spine causing me to put my foot on the petal slightly faster.

I finally make it home without getting pulled over or worse. I shut my car door and walk up to my front door. I hear a meow on the other side and it places a slight smile on my face. The door opens in one swift movement and I'm greeted by a very happy Patches. I pet her happily while she rubs against my leg.

I look over to the kitchen island and notice something. I walk over to it while Patches runs over to her cat bed. I pick up an envelope that read, "To Clay" My eyes track down to the bottom of the envelope, "Much love, y/n".

Y/N POV

Here I was, home. I sobbed into my pillow and screamed. I hated myself for what I had done. I wish I could go back and make things right but that wasn't an option. 

I knew I was going to be lonely for some time. My mind obviously wasn't in the right place but I had an idea. 

Picking up my phone I call my mom. It rings until she finally picks up.

"Hey sweetie" she says in a sad tone of voice.

"Hey mom, what's wrong?" I ask.

"I had a m- miscarriage last night" she cried.

My hand was over my mouth and I began to cry more.

"Mom, I'm so sorry" I sniffle.

"It's going to be okay sweetie, nobody was going to take the baby anyway" She hung up.

"I was.." I mumble, still shocked at the news.

I felt so alone in that moment. Tears streaming from my eyes. Why me?

In that moment of feeling that dreadful pain I get a call. It was from the one and only... Clay.

Shaking, I answer the call.

"H- Hello?" I start crying again because everything was replaying in my head.

"Y/N- I just read the letter.." He starts but then pauses, "Are you crying?"

"Yes Clay, I am. And honestly I don't want to be alone but your the last person I want to talk to right now."

"Listen about the letter-"

I cut him off. "Clay the letter is meaningless to you now. I wrote it before we left  on the trip. It was just a love letter so it's not that big of a deal."

He sighs. "Just listen. I know what your wrote in that letter is meaningful, and I also know that the kiss you had with Alex was nothing. I still love you so much."

I hang up on him.

A few hours later

I take out my phone and begin to send a text to Clay. 

"Meet me in 15 minutes at the airport"

Those 15 minutes went by slowly. I just couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't be away from him.

I look around for him. He was nowhere to be found. I start to get worried and wonder if he flaked on me. All my thoughts and troubles are swept away when I feel two arms wrap around my waist.

I smile and turn around, grabbing onto his shoulders and lifting myself around him.

"I love you" He whispers, staring into my eyes.

"I love you too" I say back before I'm locked into a kiss.

It felt so good for him to be kissing me again. I felt eyes on us as he deepened the kiss. 

"Clay we should get home." I break the kiss.

"Good idea" He laughs.