Living In A Nightmare | A Dream Smp fanfiction

2) Help A Friend Out

I ACCIDENTALLY PUBLISHED THIS CHAPTER BEFORE WRITING THE TITLE AND IT WAS LITERALLY NAMED YEET, WHAT THE HELL STAR

*Ahem*

Anyway

Wow some of you guys seemed to really like this and I'm overjoyed by the incredible amount of support I got from you.

Here's the second chapter, now if you'll excuse I'm gonna go back to simping for Awesamdad

(Tw suicidal thoughts, literal suicide attempt, Dream being a manipulative bitch and saying some very fucked up things)

There will be a summary at the end for all of you who decided to skip this chapter

(2398 words)

Tommy's POV

Dear friends

"No that doesn't sound right at all." Tommy thought as he scribbled over the paper he was writing on, humming a soft tune Wilbur used to sing to him when he felt sad.

Dear f̶r̶i̶e̶n̶d̶s̶ members of the Dream Smp.

If you're reading this it means that I finally decided to end my exile.

I am not sure of why I felt the need to write a whole letter about this, but I guess it's just so you know that I wasn't forced to do this and nobody, especially not Dream, h̶a̶r̶m̶e̶d̶ killed me.

I know I'll stay in exile forever, and I totally don't blame you for casting me away by the way, I m̶o̶s̶t̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶l̶y totally deserved it after all.

I'm sorry it took me so long to realize how much of a nuisance I was to all of you but hey, I'm just glad I got the message in the end.

I'm not sure of what the deal with permadeath is, but I'm pretty positive that I won't come back as a ghost, after all I don't really have any business to finish, do I?

I'm also sure that if I were to come back as a ghost i would just be annoying you 24/7 so I won't be wearing my communicator just to be sure, you never know.

I want to say sorry to my family, sorry to Philza for not being like Techno, sorry to Techno for just being an annoying child overall and only getting in the way of his ideals and sorry to Wilbur for always bothering without being able to help him out in the slightest.

I also want to say sorry to Dream especially, he always took the time out of his day to visit me and I really appreciate it, although I can't help but wish that someone else visited me. S̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶T̶u̶b̶b̶o̶.

And I'm going to end this letter off by saying sorry to just everyone for ruining their lives for the past months.

Goodbye.
Tommyinnit.

Tommy sighed as he signed the letter off. He wrapped it up carefully and he placed it down on the Nether floor.

He checked his communicator one last time before, perhaps hoping to see some new messages from his friends and family but just like every single day in the past weeks, there wasn't any.

He unbuttoned the strap that kept the device attached to his wrist and he laid it down next to the letter.

The boy remembered the day it was given to him, it was his birthday and he must've been around 8 years old.