her guarded heart

the flash back

                  *Flashback 2 years*
You and your bf Josh were at a party with your sister Angelina, Josh was super drunk and Angelina had always had it out for me even when we were kids. I looked around for Josh and couldn't see him so i went looking for him I walked into a bedroom and saw him half naked kissing my sister, I felt tears in my eyes as I ran out and drove straight home and locked myself in my room, I was supposed to work but I called in sick cause I didn't wanna do anything, I was broke, he was my first boyfriend and I loved him. Since I never call in Sick Jemma and jagger got worried and showed up at my house, my mom told them I locked myself in my room so they went to the door and I let them in cause they're my best friends it took me two years to get over him but also two years to build a Wall around my heart to protect it and make sure nobody ever got to it again.

                        *Present day*
I look at Tom and say "sorry I don't date" he looks like he's about to say something but I quickly walk back to jagger and Jemma, they're still looking at me amazed I look at them confused and snap at them "what!?!" They look at me and Jemma goes "do you know who that is?" I shrug and say "pretty sure he said his name was Tom" jagger shakes my shoulders and whisper yells "that's the hot actor that plays that sexy spiderman" he makes a *heart eyes* face and says "tom Holland" I look at him and say "cool" Jemma looks at me and screams "tell us everything" so I told them what happened and next thing I know they say in unison "YOU TURNED DOWN SEXY SPIDER BOY" I look at them with wide eyes and say "I don't date, you guys know that, he's probably a player anyways" then I can feel eyes on me again, I know it's Tom and turn around and see him looking at me, I roll my eyes, he winks at me and I turn back to my friends, Jemma then says "omg he's with Harrison, he's so hot, introduce me!!" I look at her and say "I don't even know him we had one conversation" Jemma wanders in their direction and then I see my devil sister walking towards me. As she walks up I roll my eyes "what are you doing here" I emphasize the "you" and she says "what are YOU doing talking to Tom Holland, y'know what I don't care, just introduce me" I mumble under my breath "I talk to Tom once and now everyone thinks we're best friends" I look at her and say "I don't even know him, figure it out yourself" she rolls her eyes and walks off. When the wedding is over Jemma is my ride so I walk over to her as she is about to walk into the men's bathroom with Harrison, I look at her with that look that says "please can we go" she responds by saying "just give me five minutes, stay here and watch to make sure nobody comes in I look at her and go "fine". I'm standing there and then somebody walks up behind me and says "are you waiting in the line for the men's bathroom" I get super nervous and embarrassed then turn around and see tom, I feel wierdly relieved that it's him, I think to myself "no what am I doing I can't be happy when he's around that's wrong" he looks like he's waiting for an answer so I just tell the truth and say " my friend Jemma is in there with your friend Harrison" we then stand there in silence while he scans your body
                       *Tom's pov*
I think to myself  "wow she's so gorgeous I could stand here and stare at her all day, her long wavy blonde hair all perfect except a few untamable hairs and how her curves look in that black dress is so beautiful, but I see pain in her eyes, who hurt you y/n? Just then suddenly her friend comes running out screaming "Y/N RUN!!" she grabs her hand and I try to yell "NO DONT G-" but she's already gone, I just wanted to take her body in for another minute, then Harrison comes out looking sad and says "she stole my fucking watch" I laugh
                   *Back to your pov*

Jemma grabbed my hand and dragged me away, I could hear Tom yelling behind me, once we get outside I look at Jemma and go "what the hell!!" She goes "sorry I had to run" jagger comes up behind her and says "what'd you steal?" Oh ya did I mention that Jemma has a stealing problem, she doesn't even have to her dad is loaded and spoils them, she says she does it for the adrenaline she looks at jagger and says "this super cool watch" as she has a big smile on her face me and jagger both yell at her "you need to stop stealing!" She shrugs her shoulders and we all head home.