Cloudless Sky: Random Thoughts of an Only Child

You

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"Hi,it's been a while"

"It's been 4 years"

"Do you....?"

"I don't know"

I lost the only chance I have.

But why?

Why didn't take it?

Is it for you? or my sake?

For you to be happy and have that genuine smile graced on your amber lips.

And for me to be forever afraid of the unknown answer you'll give me.

How to be free?

You plucked my wings and take it without you knowing.

I am forever locked up inside this dark room,cold and forgotten.

Where will it go?

If I stand and never go back?

What will happen to it?

Will someone open that room and save it?

Will that lost love,my lost love for you,will it be outside again?

Will it show again?

I'm really sorry,but I have to keep you to keep him happy.

He is happy now.

But what about me?

No,the thing is,he is happy.

Please don't comeback.

Just lock up yourself and hide.

Please.....