Cloudless Sky: Random Thoughts of an Only Child

To my First Love

Oh, how beautiful it is to profess your love, written in a parchment paper. 

But why do I always fall for someone my polar opposite, I was the North Wind and you were the South Breeze. 

Well I might be Lara Jean, writing letters to all of the boys she loved before, and here I am, writing, pretending you will someday read with your heart my profess. I might as well be delirious, for you will never set foot in this place and read my love for you. 

Under the mulberry trees I was a new soul, where have I seen your face I have forgotten, but I knew you. I knew your voice each Monday  in 2017 behind me. I knew your laughter in the hallways even if I had my favorite song in my ears. I knew your tanned face and sweet smile that could melt my heart. 

How did I even fall in love with someone like you, whose weird antics and acts are surrounded by romance. How did I fall for your failures and flaws, I just loved you. 

You did not even acknowledge my presence until two years after you knew I liked you, where you sought my attention, but to no vail I must not respond. Although you were all for me, I was not for you. 

I hope your happy with those bundles you are carrying now. 

You will always have a place within my scarred heart, my summer December. I have always thought you will be and I too, will never fall again after you. 

Thank you.