Love and Hate (Levi X Eren AoT Fan Fic)

Chapter #5

Erens POV: i wake up my head throbbing from the drinking i get up and realise im in armins living room i walk in to the kitchen and see armins mom making coffee she sees the bags under my eyes and hands me a coffee with a little laugh "i see someone did some drinking" i nod and laugh as much as my head alows "what day is it" i ask "its just saturday" she answers "ok thank god and by the way wheres armin" i ask oh he went to the cafe told me to send you when you wake up" she said sweetly "can i use your shower" i ask as sweetly as i can muster "go ahead" i nod a thank you and walk into the bathroom i get in the shower and let the warm water flow over my body and i enjoy it i let myself get lost in it after twenty minutes or so i hop out and dry off i grab a pair of skinny jeans from my back pack and a Nirvana long sleeved shirt then i slip on my new pair of converse and i sling my backpack over my arm and i jog to the cafe and see armin in "our" spot i run in and sit in front of him "hey how your head feel" he asked with a rapsy voice "feels like shit how about you" i ask "oh about the same" he says "hey armin wanna go to my place?" i ask "sure" we walk out in silence and nothing gets said the whole way to my house we walk into my room and we sit on my bed he pulls out a book "hey eren do you have a pen" armin asks "yea its in my desk drawer" he opens it and i hear him in take his breathe sharply "eren why are there empty razors in you desk?" he asks "ummm no reason" i answer nervously "eren show me you arms" he says demandingly "no" i say "fine" he turns around then he looks me in the eyes and pulls up his sleeve revealing scars lining his arms from his elbow to his wrist "armin........." my voice betrays and it trails off he pulls up my sleeve and inhales sharply again lining my arm is more scars then he has on both arms i regain my body movements and i jerk away and role down my sleeve and run out of my room i run out the door and get in my car and drive off i knew exactly where i was going i stop outside levi's house and walk up to the door and knock he opens the door "Jaeger the fuck do you want at 9 in the morning on saturday" he asks angrily "to talk" i push into the house and he shuts the door "about what" he asks "levi i-" im cut off by mikasa walking into the room "MIKASA WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE" i bellow "ummm i-" why are you at levi ackermans at 9 in the morning" i ask a little more calm "well ive been going out with levi since grade 7" she says i dont wait for a response i lunge forward and punch levi straight in the jaw i get on top of him and punch again and again mikasa runs straight for me and tackles me then punches me in the nose and i black out when i come to im on levis couch he sees me awake and grins "you've got a hell of a punch ill give you that much" he laughs as he says it i sit up and wince as i talk "apparetly mikasa does as well" he tosses me a ice pack with a laugh "so what did you come here for" he asks "ummm i was wondering if mikasa could leave the room for a moment" i say she walks out and closes the door and locks it i sit scoot over next to levi and whisper to him "levi i love you" and with that i stand up and knock on the door mikasa lets me out and i leave and head for my house.........

A/N:Fuck my depression i dont care what it wants what i care about is what you guys want have a good weekend my little ones- truly yours Suicide you lovable suicidal friend