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staring at my phone, tears down my face.

JB opened 2 hours ago

i look up and place my phone down on my table, face down, notifications off.

my expression, plain.

thats how its always been.

he keeps letting me down.

building my hopes up so high and then crushing it with the smallest actions.

i keep letting myself down.

sometimes i think i do this to myself.

i lay down on my bed and sink my head into my pillows.

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now, youre probably wondering how i got myself into this situation. about how ive some what devoted myself to someone who doesnt even appreciate me. 

well, let me start from the beginning.

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