Weak

Ch. 3 - Close Call

After putting the pills and spray in my pocket, I took a deep breath and opened the door.

I looked around and saw Taehyung Hyung and Jin Hyung sitting on some chairs in the reception area.

Once they saw me they ran up to me.

Taehyung Hyung looked so excited I was afraid he would scream.

Jin Hyung was about to say something but was cut off, "Tell us, what were the results??? I can't wait anymoreeee."

Jin Hyung lightly smacked the back of his head, scolding him.

I... I can't tell them...

But before I could think I spit out the words, "I'm an alpha!"

Wait- no! I shouldn't have said that! I should have said beta! That would be more believable down the road! Crap!

Next thing I knew I was engulfed in a hug.
"Yes! Now we have another alpha in the group!" Taehyung Hyung cheered.

"We're proud of you Kooks! We know you've been excited for this day for a really long time, you should be proud!" Jin Hyung said.

I'm not proud... I'm just scared.

"Thanks Hyungs, I am really proud!"

After that, Jin Hyung pulled away from the hug and ruffled my hair, "Why don't we go get a treat to celebrate. How does that sound?"

I don't deserve to celebrate anything...

"I'm actually kind of tired from practice, would it be alright if we just went back to the dorms?" I asked, trying to put on a brave face for them.

They looked confused, "Are you okay? It's not like you to turn down going out." Taehyung Hyung asked.

I nodded, "No, I'm okay! I'm just really tired, and I'm sure you guys are too. So maybe it'll just be better if we all go home and rest."

They didn't look convinced, but nodded along nonetheless.

Once we got in the car, I put in my earbuds and closed my eyes.

I didn't plan on going to sleep, but I just didn't really feel like talking.

I can't ever let them find out... they'll think I'm disgusting. I am. And I'm not saying that because I think that. I'm saying that because I know what the world thinks of omega males.

Omega males only take up about 2% of the population, and they are hated by society.

Everyone thinks that it's disgusting for a man to have the ability to bear a child. Personally, I don't think that.

People can't help what their secondary gender is, so they shouldn't be discriminated for it.

But they are, just like I will be if anyone ever finds out.

Omega males aren't allowed to work in big companies, or have important roles in businesses.

That's why I can't ever let them find out.

And even if my Hyungs don't throw me out of the house, BigHit would fire me once know.

Then I'll be alone again. It's not like I have a family to go home to....