Lindsay's Pov
I turned my head to the front of the class after Kate said that I kept thinking what if shes right. I then looked at Lucy who was already looking at me with concern in her eyes and when the bell rang I grabbed my stuff and walked out of the door and started walking to my next class until someone grabbed my wrist and turned me around so I was facing the person it was Lucy and she said "please dont believe what Kate said shes just trying to get to you." I just turned around since she had let my wrist go and I know this shows Lucy that i believed what Kate had said but right now I dont give a fuck, I had an urge to cut Lucy may have taken the case and blade I used before she doesnt know about the ones I have in my locker so I hurried and got to my locker put in my combination and got a blade and went to the bathroom and made 10 more marks on my wrists when I hear footsteps I go into a stall and I look down at my wrists think there is still room for more so I make a lot more cuts and I made one of the many cuts be deeper than usual but I ignore it and just keep making more cuts then I quit and go back to my locker and hide my blades then Kate and her crew come towards me and Kate lifts my sleeves up and sees the cuts and she smirks and pushes me to ground kicks my ribs while Kyndell has a hold of my arm Kyndell starts squeezing my wrist right where the cuts are and I try not to scream and for a while i succeed but one more kick to my ribs I scream and no one comes which has Kate smiling and says "No one actually cares about you not even Lucy so just go and kill yourself." A few minutes later Lucy comes and I think she will help me but all she does is say, "Kate is right I dont even care about you." I look in shock but I should have known this was going to happen because everyone that cares about me always ends up turning against me, so I just stand up and walk away fighting back tears. I go to my last class since I already missed 2 classes it was the only class I didnt have with Lucy or Kate and her crew Im glad about that though. When the bell rings I walked quickly out of the classroom and go to my locker and get everything I need besides the blades and just walk out the school ignoring Kate and her crew and also Lucy.
A/N
Its probably sucky but hopefully it will get better
