Mei x Yuzu ||One-shots||

Venting

So I wan a get this out rn there will be some trigger warnings. If your uncomfortable with theses:

Suic!dal
we¡ght
Se!f-h@rm
Judegm3nt@le
Abu5e
B!ood
Fears of being started at

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So when I was boarding a bus to make my way to my tution. People were looking at me. I thought they were whispering to each other. I wasn't comfortable and kept looking around thinking I'm not fit for this world
I kept telling myself I'm not fit here cause I'm overweighted.
I don't feel comfortable when I'm at home.
I keep having hallucinations and kept thinking people were looking at me and I'm never happy. I tried to look at myself in the mirror telling myself I can do this. But I can't.
My friend's left me and now I'm all alone.
I kept trying to cut myself ending up having a cut on my arm telling myself that I'll be fine and keep pushing.
Everytime I reach home I feel uncomfortable like this wasn't my home. I always try to lock myself in my room and stay away from the outside world.
I cry every night I just want to talk to someone so that I could feel like I'm needed here.
Even at school I feel like I'm being judged by my weight everyone people look at me they avoid me :).

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Sorry for posting this at this time, I just wanted to get this out of my system, I'd anyone could talk to me here's my discord user.
꒷꒦❜❜ Aihara ₊˚•.#3592

I just need to talk to someone I can trust rn.
Sorry for venting like this, I just needed to get this out of my system rn
:).