Like a bad habit, we find our way back to each other. No matter what terrible things we put each other though, we always do.
Like an addiction, I possess a deep desire for him and him the same. It's unstoppable, the way we crave each other.
A vice.
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January 10 Aira's
Nearly a week went by since the day Jungkook left me and Jimin kissed me. It was all still fresh so, I avoided them both. Not that it was hard to do— my path doesn't normally cross with Jungkook's. He was especially busy now that he was the president of Yugn rather than vice. And anyway, I didn't want to see him.
That's a lie.
I wanted to see him so badly but I had some pride. My pride wasn't allowing me to run to his place and knock some sense into him. It stopped me from showing up at his doorstep in tears. It felt like a break up even though we weren't together in the first place.
What bothered me even more was that he wasn't showing up at my doorstep either. He didn't even text or call with an apology or explanation. Was his pride stopping him or did he just not want to?
I released a breath, jumping onto the couch and turning the TV on. On the screen, I saw Jungkook dressed in a suit like always, shining. He was practically glowing. Of course he's fine, he doesn't care about me like I do about him.
"Thank you for joining us! I know you must have a busy schedule," The lady interviewer exclaimed.
"It's my pleasure," Jungkook answered politely.
"How does it feel to be filling the late Kim Namjoon's spot in the company?" she asked and I cringed at the words 'the late'.
"I'm confident that I can use everything I have learned from him in past now. I intend on continuing his vision for Yugn," he answered perfectly.
"You're quite young in comparison to the other big business icons in this country. Are there any challenges that come along with this?"
Jungkook nodded, looking spaced out just for a moment as if he were thinking. "Well— you know, there are challenges that come with anything and everything I could choose to do but, I'm managing well."
Are you really managing well, Jungkook?
"Right, you're very mature for a twenty-something year old," the interviewer smiled, stroking her red dyed hair. "While on the topic of youth, do you have time for personal relationships? How is your love life, if you don't mind me asking?"
My heart sped as I stared at the screen, searching for anything in his dark eyes. Nothing. His eyes don't waver and his tone doesn't soften.
He chuckled before answering, looking the interviewer in the eyes. "As I said, I'm quite busy so, I don't have the time for anything long term," he said.
Oh, so I was just short term, right? Nice.
"So sorry to keep away from business related topics but, young ladies all across the country are particularly interested in you! You said you don't have time for a relationship but, is there somebody you have your eyes on..?"
